Shattered || Narry

{18}

Niall

I laid there on his chest for awhile as he slept. I woke up from out nap first and I didn't want to move because I was afraid I'd wake him. I could hear his heartbeat as I kept my ear to his chest. It was very calming. I liked it.

I wish he were awake though. I wanted to apologize for how I acted earlier. I shouldn't have screamed at him to stay away from me nor should I have swam away from him. I shouldn't have gotten upset. The people before me shouldn't matter anymore. I'm all he wants and he's all I want. That's all that should truly matter.

He probably thinks I'm being such a child for screaming at him like that. And probably even more so when I swam away from him. I couldn't tell you where I swam to. It must've been the other side of the lake, but there were no homes there. It was just a bunch of trees and rocks. No. I didn't go into the woods. I didn't feel like getting lost and having Harry lose his damn mind even more because he wouldn't know where to begin to start looking for me.

I had swam back for two reasons. One, because I was missing Harry terribly. I wanted to be in his arms. I wanted to feel his embrace. I wanted to hear his beautiful voice in my ear. And two? Well, I was hungry. I suppose I should have gone to the house right away when I reached the dock, but for some stupid reason I wandered off into the woods beside the cabin, found some berries and it's kind of been a blur after that...except when I was swallowing Harry's cum. I mean, of course then I knew what I was doing. Did I regret sucking him off? Absolutely not. He definitely didn't regret me doing it either.

I let out a little squeak when I felt his arms tighten around me. I wasn't sure if he was waking up or if he was having a bad dream. If it were a bad dream, I would run my fingers through his hair to calm him. And if he were waking up, then I could finally apologize.

He took a deep breath in and slowly let it out before saying my name. Honestly? I still wasn't sure if he was actually awake or just dreaming about me.

"Harry?" I whispered.

"Mhm?" he responded; it was a late reaction, but a respond nonetheless.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry for screaming at you and I'm sorry for swimming away from you. It shouldn't matter who was before me because you have me now."

I waited for him to answer, but all I got was another "mhm". He was probably still really tired or wiped out from the blowjob I gave him. But when I tried to get off his chest he tightened his arms around my body again.

"Nooo," he said in this cute little voice.

It made me giggle. He was clearly still tired. I didn't mind. It was okay. I liked laying on his chest and listening to his heart anyway.

"Stay, sunshine," is what he said next, in his normal, deep and raspy voice.

So I did. I stayed laying there on his chest. He began to run his fingers slowly through my hair as I played with the ends of his.

We stayed like that for probably about fifteen minutes before my stomach began to growl; making us both laugh.

"You're always hungry, Ni," he laughed.

"Well, I'm always hungry for you..." I smirked a little and he actually blushed, "oh and food too."

That's when he chuckled. We then sat up and I sat on my own couch cushion.