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Jacobs POV
After an hour or two I started to get worried about Nessie she had not came out from her room since the Evening.
I decided to cook dinner because well what else I was hungry.
I called for Nessie to come but she said she wasn't hungry so I ate bye myself I don't know what's up with her lately.
I need to find out.
I promised Bella I would not let anything bad happen to her but with her attitude lately i knows somethings up with her she's hiding something. I will talk to her tomorrow and find out what's wrong with her but until then I need to get my mind off her I decided to watch Big hero 6.
It was mine and Nessie's favourite  kid show soon enough I saw Nessie come down the stares and Joined me on the couch. I wanted to ask her but didn't want to get her mad so I dodnt ask her.
Nessie said
"I am so sorry for avoiding you."
I looked at her and said
"hey it's fine."
She turned to me and said
"No it's not you took me out to hang out and have fun but I just left and went to my room and left." I looked down at her and saw that she was about to cry I wiped her tears and said
"It's fine. "
But she looked up at me and said
"Do you want to know why I locked my self in my room."
I looked at her and said
"If it would make you feel better."
Then she looked up at me and said

"I thought that my mom was gonna call or I was gonna see her again but I know I won't and you can't tell me I am because I know deep inside that she will never come and I am pretty sure she doesn't even care about me."
I was shocked when she said that. Her mother was so nice I just wished she got time with her but. Instead she was sent off and forgot most about it I really wish I could bring them together and they could work things out.
But I half to wait until Bella's signal then I can bring Nessie home and I can finally date her and she would stop blaming herself and know the truth I know she remembers a bit of her past but not all of it and as much as I want to think of Nessie as a grown up she is a teenager that needs her parents and I know she won't admit it but I know she wishes she could meet them and I know she believes that her parents did the right thing but does not know why.
I looked at her and said
"You will find out the truth later on boy know but when it's time you will understand about your past." And with that we left the conversation alone and started to watch the movie like we planned to.

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