Thuggin' Love

: Part 9

Ray's Pov . . .

I Was Sitting In My Bed Room Watching Videos Of Me And Chilli's Past. First Video Was Our Wedding , We So Happy That Day . . . Our Honeymoon Was This 5 Star Casino , It Had A Huge Mall Build Inside , Money Tornado , Water Park , Etc. We Toke A Lot Of Pics . Here's One Of Us In Our Swim Suits , Another One With Chilli Trying On Some Clothes , Yess I Was Sitting In The Room Watching Her Change. That Body Was Banging , Still Is . . . She Just Want Give Me None Like That Anymore. Third Pic Of Us When We Was Sitting In A Limo With Chres And Them. Chres Was All Hugged Up On His Baby Mama , That Was Before They Had Alicia , Prince Was With Roxy , That Was Before He Met Candy , And Craig . . . He Was Doing The Same With His Girl. Me & Chilli Was Having A Toast Too Our Honeymoon.

Back Too The Videos , Let Me Tell U A List Of Them Before I Go On

1. Wedding

2. Us Dancing In the Middle Of The Building , Forgot What The Place Was Called

3. We Was Feeding Each Other Cake And Food . That Was My Favorite Video

4. Sex Video , Yahh Its Not Weird . . . That Was When She First Got Pregnant With King

5. Baby Shower . Prince Had Threw Cake In Chres Face And Blammed It On Craig . . So He Poured Ice Cold Water Down Craigs Pants Making Him Do A High Pitch Scream. Hahah Good Times

6. Everybody Was All At The Hospital. Chilli Was Having King . I Held Onto Chilli's Hand While She Screamed , Cried And Pushed . I Looked Over And Passed Out Cause Of What I Just Seen. Haha It Still Happened With Rosie.

7. Another Sex Video. . . That Was When She Got Pregnant With Rosie. . . She Would Not Let Me Hit It From The Back. . . She Is So Difficult !

8. Another Baby Shower

9. At The Hospital AGAIN ! And Once Again I Passed Out

10. Me & The Bro's Playing Football. . . I Tackled Prince And Craig Tackled Chres.

11. When I First Had Held King

12. When I First Held Rosie.

13. King's First Birthday

14. Rosie's First Birthday

15. Halloween With The Babe And Kids. Rosie Was A Kitten And King Was Scooby Doo

16. Christmas . Everybody Was Opening Up they Gifts. I Was Being Funny With Prince And Bought Him Some Glow In The Dark Condoms. Chres Bought Me & Chilli A Picture Frame. Not Just Any Picture Frame , It Was Me And Chilli When We Was In High School. We Was At this Neon Party. Chilli Was Sitting In My Lap With A Glass Of Wine I Her Hand... She Was Not That Much Of A Drinker. Chres Had A Blunt In His Hand And Holding Ava By Her Waist. Craig Was With Some Girl Name Sky , She Was A Straight Up Nerd. . She Had Braces Too , But She Was Still Pretty. And Prince ? He Was With Some Girl Name Fruity . Ugh I Couldn't Stand Her She Was Ghetto And Loud. . .I Believe She Was Using Him For His Money Then She Bounced Outta His Life Once We Became Seniors . Shame ! Im Surprised He Wasn't Mad. He Just Shrugged And Was Like " Thats Ight , I Got Mo Hoes Anyway " I Chuckled From Them Memories . I Really Miss Them . I MISS PRINCE ! I Turned Around And Seen Chilli Layed Down Under The Covers She Smiles In Her Sleep , It Was Sexy Too Me. I Leaned Over And Kissed Her. When Reality Hit Me I Found Myself Kissing A Pillow . Once Again , Craig Bought Chilli A Sex Toy. . . But Chilli Laughed And Gave It Too One Of Her Friends the Next Day. She Don't Need Noo Sex Toys , She Got Me . That's What Im Here For ! Prince Gave Me A Pic Of Me And Him When We Was Lil , I Was Sitting On Top Of Prince's Shoulders . We Was TIGHT ! We Basically Loved Each Other Like Family . Chilli Just Gave Me P*ssy . Enjoyed Every Single Moment . I Sighed And Threw My Head In My Hands .

" Uhh Daddy ? " ???

I Looked Up Slowly And Found Rosie Standing At The Door Playing With Her Fingers. She Looked A Lil Scared But I Kinda Didn't Care. . .

" Yess . . . Sweetheart ? "I Smiled A Lil

" Im Sorry For What Happen Earlier " She Started Too Cry

" Its Ok , Come Here " I Held Out My Hands

She Slowly Walked Over Too Me And I Pulled Her Up In My Lap Facing Me. She Laid Her Lil Head On My Chest. And Tried Too Wrap Her Arms Around Me , But She Couldn't Haha Too Cute.

" I Should Be Sorry About What All Had Happen , Ur Daddy Just Going Through Some Things Right Now. Mommy Is Mad At Me At The Moment And There Is A Piece Missing From The Puzzle "

Rosie Quickly Jumped Up " Where ? I'll Fix It Daddy " She Smiled

I Chuckled " That's Not What I Mean By That Baby Girl "

" Ohh . . . Then What Do U Mean ? " She Tried Too Raise Her Brow

" Prince Is Noo Where Too Be Found "

" Uncle Prince " She Lowed " I Miss Him " She Whined

" I Miss Him Too Sweetie . . . Hopefully We Find Him Soon "

Rosie Cried Silently While I Held Her In My Arms. It Feels Good Too Have My Baby Girl Back In My Arms. Her Nice And Soft Caramel Skin. . . Big Blueish Hazelish Eyes Looking Up At Me. Her Soft And Long Silky Hair Running Down Her Back , Touching Her Butt. I Missed It All And I Finally Got It Back. I Got Up And Toke Her Too The Bathroom Too Clean Her Face And We Toke A Couple Of Pics. I Put Em On Instagram " Feels Good Too Hold On Too Something That U Really Love. . . Gotta Love My Daughter , All I Need Is My Wife And The Other Kids Too Complete This Family Picture " After I Posted That , I Got A Lil Bit Of Hate Mail. . I Didn't Care Cause I Have A Life Of My Own. Im Grown , I Can Do Whatever I Want. I Locked Up My Phone And Put It In My Pocket.

" Want Some Cookies And Milk ? " I Asked Rosie

She Slowly Nod Her Head. We Both Went Down Stairs And Baked Some Cookies.

Cookies That We Had Baked.

1. Snickerdoodle

2. M&M's

3. Sugar

4. Chocolate Chip

5. Peanut Butter

6. Reese

7. Shape Cut Outs With Sprinkles And Icing. . . Rosie Helped out With Those . She Did A Good Job Too. I Think Her And Chilli Be Making Cookies Before .



After The Cookies Were Done , I Grabbed A Plate Full And Sat Em At The Table. Rosie Got In Her Seat And I Got Us Some Milk. Rosie's Was In A Sippy Cup Of Course . Soon As I Came Back Too The Table I Gave Her , Her Cup Of Milk And We Began Too Dig In. . . Hopefully Everything Else Goes Back Too Normal













Don't Think Ray Is Gonna Be Ok. He's Not Gonna Be After A Couple Of Hours , Right Now He's In His Feelings. So His Actions Are Gonna Change After A While. . . Im Pretty Sure Some Of Yall Thought He Was Gonna Be Ok For Now On But Guess What ? HE'S NOT ! Hahaha Anyways Don't Forget Too Vote & Comment For Ya Girl . . . - Moonie^.<