Thuggin' Love

: Part 25

Ray laughed a little bit longer then settled down when he seen I was giving him a funny look . I love Ray to death but Im still kinda mad at him for what all he's done , I know he apologize and all but I hold grudges . I been hurt so many times its just really crazy .

" Look Chilli , Im really sorry once again . I noticed I have a wonder wife thts always down with me , And still bother's to check up on me when you pissed at me . I f I would of lost youI would of went crazy and probably would of killed myself %100 . I love you Chilli , do you forgive me ? " He said while grabbing and holding my hand

. . . . I looked up at him and seen he meant everything he said , I think he was about to cry cause his eyes turned . I sighed

" I forgive you Ray , Im sorry for holding grudges . Im just so tired of you mking dumb moves , I hated when you never listen to me . I dont wanna lose you over a blood , crip or whatever that shit is . Gangs will turn on you Ray , I know cause I dated a boy like that back in high school . "

" Ok baby this time ima start listening to everything you have to say . I will be by your side every time you need something "

Ray leaned down and tried to kiss me but I stopped him . " First take that damn scarf of your face before I slap the shit out of you " I said with a serious face

Ray laughed and toke the scarf off then pecked me on my lips . Few minutes later the Doctor came in with his clip board , he was writing something down then he looked up with a un-for sure look  . . . He sighed then walked over to my bed and raised up my gown . He sprayed some yellow stuff on my belly and started rubbing it in , I laughed a lil caue it tickled . Soon as he was done he wrote on his clipboard some more then looked up at me .

" Mrs. Lopez right ? "

I nod

" Mrs. you will be losing your babies soon . You only have a day to try to help save em . You said you had a nervous break down too ? "

" Yess . . . " I said in a teary voice

he shook his head then wrote something else on the clipboard .

" Ima release you from the ER today , I want you to be very calm , I know in a situation like this its going to hurt but try to smile and be happy . You been really down and stressed , Mrs. Lopez you also need to stay out of the ER you just taking your twins closer to dying "

I nod then looked down while a tear rolled down my cheek . This shit is so stressful , how can I be happy when I know ima bout to lose my kids ?

" Until then , Ray please try your best to make her happy. Always be by her side and DO NOT stress her out . Ok ? "

Ray nod then the doctor walked out of the room . I broke down and Ray came over to comfort me .

" How can be happy when I know ima bout o lose --- "

" Shhhhh " Ray said while cutting me off

" Relax , stop thinking that baby he said you have one day to help em . Take that time and save em , Ok ? "

I nod and he wipped my tears then pecked my lips.

" Come on so we can go home "

I got up and got dressed , the doctors gave me my pills and Ray signed me out . I didint say not one word on the way home . . I just went up to my room and layed down and toke a nap . Hopefully this will calm me down .

Next day . . .

Craig's Pov . . .

" I swear man , she hasnt been smiling or anything ever since we left the hospital " Ray said in a upset tone

" Have you tried anything to make her happy ? Like her favorite cheesecake or favorite roses ? "

" Nooo . . . "

" See ? You not trying hard enough . Come on we'll just go to this store up the street "

. . . .

" $80 fucking dollars for this piece of shit cheesecake ? What the fuck is your problem man ! " Ray yelled while kicking over a shelf of cards and pacing back and forth

I laughed at Ray's actions then paid the man " Keep the change man , sorry for my bro's reactions . He just going through a lot . Dont press chargers or anything "

The man nod and handed me the cake and roses . I grabbed em both and turned my attention back to Ray

" Come on dude , calm down I got you " I laughed while grabbing Ray's arm

We got in the car and pulled off

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Soon as we got home Ray's front door was wide open . Luckly Ray's kids were at his momma's house . . . We got out the car and walked in the house , everything was tore up and junked Ray went up stairs , I heard him yell " What the hell " I ran upstairs and see blood on the bed then trails of blood going out the door and downstairs . . .  Ray called Chilli and we heard her phone .

" Shit ! " Ray yelled in fustraction

" Calm down man , we'll find her ight ? "

Ray went over and sat down on the bed and threw his head in his hands . I really feel bad for him , I can tell he will kill over Chilli and thtat he wish everything was back to normal . I really hope for the best for Ray . . . I really do . Even though I tried to take Chilli from him

Sorry guys once again . Been really busy with work . . . I wrote this chapter by the way, sorry if its not the best . I tried just to not keep yall waiting