Chapter 12 - Lying To Myself

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"Everyone is unaware of what I feel inside , and I am afraid that if he will ever know it "

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🎀 Georgia 🎀

Just close your eyes and everything would be perfect again .

When I opened them ...

No it was still their , the pain .

Why I just can't forget about him ? He is nothing to me .

He is just a stranger .

A lovely stranger .

"Okay ! Shut up" I said to my inner voice .

I grabbed my iPod and played some random track.

"LA LA LA LA
LA LA LA LA
LA LA LA LA

I want you to love me , like I am a hot guy "

Rihanna's voice filled my room .

I kept my eyes shut for few seconds and then I stood up from the bed and jumped in front of my mirror .

"Why do you make me feel like I am the only girl in the world ...like I am the only one you will ever love ...like I am the only one who knows your heart ...only girl in the world" I sang along

Okay ,I agree that the song was by rihanna but I changed the lyrics slightly .

Hmph ! This isn't helping .

Why did he do that ? He should have told me in the first place that he is not fu*cking single .

It hurts to imagine him in someone else arms .

It hurts to imagine him calling baby to someone else .

It hurts to imagine that he feels everything I feel for him but for someone else .

It hurts to imagine him kissing someone else .

It hurts to imagine him hugging someone else .

I sound like a poet .

It was 6:30 now , I should start getting ready for school .

I showered and opened my closet .

What to wear , what to wear ?

I should wear something that will make him go crazy .

Georgia ! Stop thinking about him , he hardly would look at you !

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