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Chapter 2

So uh, wow its been a while. I'm 17 now and this whole writing experience has been absolutely crazy. I went back and read "My Step Brothers a Jerk a Sexy Jerk" over again so I could continue writing out their beautiful story and I promise it won't be as awful cause OH MY GOD I'M EMBARRASSED WITH MY HORRIBLE SPELLING. ILL TRY TO BE BETTER OMG! But yeah! Here's Chapter 2! LOVE YOU ALL!!

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SHEA'S P.O.V

I laid awake in the small, dusty, creaky bed of this motel room thinking about everything that has happened since Seth came into my life.

We moved so fast.

So, so, so fast that it feels like I never even took a breath.

Its unreal honestly.

But the fact that I have such deep feelings for him after everything is just... Crazy..

I take a deep breath and look over at sleeping beauty and softly chuckle to myself. I reach my hand over and softly rest it on his warm red cheek. Hes so handsome and I don't deserve him at all.

Everything I put him through. Everything I did. I deserved everything he threw at me.

I miss my mom believe it or not even though shes never around and it took her this long and me leaving to start caring.

I miss Lisa too.. We should have taken her but then again, my mom and his dad would be psycho and call the cops on us.

They probably already did.

I feel my eyes getting heavy and I slowly let them shut.

I just need to sleep.

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My eyes flutter open and I stretch, my back aching from the uncomfortable bed. I raise my head and look over and stare at the empty space beside me. I sit up confused and look around.

Seth's not here.

I grab my phone and ignore the 10 million missed calls and texts from my mother. I frantically search for Seth's number and call it.

-Ring-

-Ring-

-Ring-

"Hey you've reached Seth, I ca-" As his voicemail picks up I end the call and get up.

Where the fuck is he.

I go over to the window and look out, the cars gone too..

What the actual fuck! He fucking leaves me in this motel room all the fuck alone WHILE WE ARE ON THE RUN FROM CRAZY PEOPLE AND DOESN'T EVEN TELL ME WHERE HES GOING!? FUCKING A!

The handle starts to shake and there's a knock on the door.

"Swea opwn up!" The words are slurred and I look through the door peep whole.

Seth's standing there with a dunkin' donuts bag in his mouth and two coffees in his hands. Omf I love him.

I open the door and move aside letting him walk in.

"Thanks for telling me you were leaving you butt!" I say with a smirk. He looks over his shoulder at me and smiles.

"I got you a bacon egg and cheese on a croissant and a medium iced caramel, extra caramel cream only." He says with a smile. Holy fuck.

"Can I marry you now? Or do I have to wait?" I laugh as I grab the bag and the coffee. "You're an actual gift from god you know that?" I giggle as I open up my food. Oh my fuck I love these.

We sit there in silence eating the delicious food, my mouth watering and my eyes closing from the taste.

I finish and just sit there letting realization take over my thoughts again.

I'm 17 years old and i'm on the run from crazy people who want me either dead or all to themselves or even worse me and Seth dead.

"Where to next?" I ask softly as I crumple up the wrapper and walk it over to the trash.

"We just keep driving." Seth replies as he takes another bite of his sandwich.

"I hate this.." I say softly and look up at him, sitting back down on the bed.

"Me too, but we have to do this, I have to keep you safe Shea.." I watch his face and expression harden, hes become different since everything happened and I don't blame him. Its like the Seth I knew is starting to fade away and I don't think I can do anything to stop it.

"Seth I feel like shit for bringing you into all of this. Its all my fault, you shouldn't have to run too." I say softly to him.

"You seem to forget they fucked with me too Shea, its not all about you right now. We have to keep the both of us safe!" He snaps at me and I kind of lean back a little. I keep quite and furrow my forehead.

"No need to be snappy god damn.." I say as I get up, and start packing things back into the suitcase. "We're going to have to face them at some point Seth and we're going to have to deal with it."

"I'll kill Casper Shea, ill torture him like he did to us, and the bitch Ashley? Oh ill fucking make her wish she never met me and you.." I stand up and look worriedly at Seth. This has really gotten to his head.. I feel like hes been planning all of this..

"Seth.. maybe you should just take a dee-"

"Shea just shut the fuck up its what we have to do. Now lets finish cleaning up and getting back on the road."

Now i'm scared..

Frightened for everything that is going to come out of this.

I'm seeing a side of Seth I have never seen before.

I'm seeing a side of Seth that I don't even think is him..

I decide to just keep my mouth closed and do as he says, there's no way I want to piss him off even more than I apparently already have..