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n i n e t e e n

-dan-

Dear Lucy,

How've you been? It's been what, a year since we last saw each other in person? I miss you.

Within that year, it's been two months since we last talked. And within those two months, something actually good happened. I met someone.

His name is Phil, and he is amazing, Luce. I ran into him at the store, you know the one I told you about? I met him there, one month and seventeen days ago.

I remember vividly, as the only things I can still remember have to do with Phil. I walked into the store, mopey because I hadn't talked to you in a few days. It was the longest we've ever gone without speaking. Of course, we did reconnect after a week or so, but it was still upsetting not hearing your voice, or reading your texts.

Anyway, I was mopey, and all of the sudden the door up front opens and a ray of light shines in the dim store. Inside, walks Phil Lester.

Obviously, I wasn't sure if he was gay or not. Straight until proven otherwise, right? And anyway, he wouldn't like a guy like me.

The confirmation of his sexuality was initiated when he gave some guy his kik username. And yes, I payed some guy to give it to me afterwards.

He knows what I did, and to be honest I'm only slightly ashamed. I probably should be more so, though.

We've been talking for a while now, and we went on a date two days ago. I'm sorry for not telling you sooner.

We bonded over our mutual love of Frozen, and the fact that we're both weird in our own ways.

We walked past a bench that had a couple of pigeons on it, and I told him to say hi to a pigeon.

"HI!" Phil screamed at the pigeons. I didn't even expect him to do it. He was so embarrassed when people started looking at him. He's cute when he's embarrassed.

We talked about our music taste, which is pretty damn similar.

I don't know everything about him yet, but I plan to. Lucy, he's special.

(I'll probably tell you everything that happened on the date later. To much to write down on paper.)

Anyway, I miss you. Write soon.

Love,
Dan.