Defeated

Chapter 31

Heyyyy it's the chapter y'all been waiting for (maybe idk) so here ugh it's short sorry ily bye !

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Do you know what it feels like , to be lost , scared , not know where to go ? That's how I feel I'm stranded I don't know what to do , my best friend kicked me out and the only choice I have is to go back to zayn's however I don't think he'll welcome me back I'm so confused .

Maybe I should just leave it would make things easier and I could just erase them from my life . But how could I they've made such an impact on me but what choice do I have ?

I decided on going back to work just to get things going I mostly just walk around show the clothe off an talk to Sam he was such a nice person .

"Hey ,Sierra" Sam said

"Yes"?

"Would you go on a date with me"? He asked

Uh uhm uhh was all I could think I didn't want to be ride but I can't get over him .

Yes him Harry even if he frightens me threatens me or does bad things I will never stop loving him it's that kinda thing where you just can't let go even though he already let me go .

I wish he knew I loved him.

Harry's pov:

Taking care of her was hard considering I want to slap her . Is that rude? Well me and Deanna have been fighting non stop but I can't leave her this is why I hate modest .

If I could I wish I could pack up my things an take my girl around the world with no trouble worries or anything .

I know we've fought and were very on and off but we've been threw so much together how could I let her go . But I already did and there's no way ill be able to get her back .

I wish she loved me....