Defeated

Chapter 12

Harry's POV :

I was there just standing in the kitchen not moving not eating only breathing and crying , yes crying it was the words Zayn said to me

You broke her heart

I knew she was upset that I didn't take her back , I couldn't I was with Deanna . An more importantly what made me mad at myself was that I said Deanna was better then Sierra that's not even true Sierra is prettier , funnier , cuter , nicer , funner , an is more loving . For crying out loud Sierra is loving she loves me an Deanna an mine relationship is more physical then anything sometimes she is really annoying I just wanna break up with her an plead sierra to take me back , truth is I'm only daiting Deanna cause the management thinks we have "the look" which means we look good together an they said I can't break up with her I mean seriously we met only because I was drunk an I needed someone to have "fun" with I was so upset about mine an sierras breakup so I needed to take my mind off things , but the next morning Deanna was still there , most girls just leave without a goodbye but she stayed an now shes still here , yeah I know such a nice way to meet your girlfriend (note the sarcasm) it wasn't unexpected or romantic or tragic it was just a stupid mistake it wasn't like how me an Sierra met nothing like that , I can still remember it

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Flashback

"Your kidding I don't wanna work with her"! I shouted at my boss I had to come back to work to interact with the fans , but no not her she wasn't even a fan she was a hater and I hated her

"You are working with her and that is final, just cause your a teen popstar it doesn't mean you get everything you want now go and tell her you will be co workers" he told me , I knew I wouldn't win this fight so I went in the front of the bakery

"Hey! Sierra so good to see you" I said with a fake smile

"Oh what do you want Afro boy" she said and rolled her eyes , I swear she was such a b*tch she followed me on twitter one day like anyone else an she dm'd me that I was a man whore and a bunch of shit then she visited London an every chance she saw me she would yell man whore at first I wanted to cry but then I realized that's what she wanted so I didn't

"Your gonna he working here , with me" I said with excitement , ya right

"What your a terrible singer you don't need another hobby" I swear I will smack her so hard that she will bleed , an I wish she did

"Look just except the fact that you work here , okay you need the money so suck it up " I said a bit angrier

"Fine wears my apron " wow no witty come back that's odd . I thru her the apron an put the open sign up a swarm of girls came in , I ran behind the counter an so did Sierra girls everywhere would ask questions

"What's your phone number"

"Will you sit on my face"

"Your single right"?

"F*ck me Harry Styles"

It was really annoying I turned to Sierra an she was so angry she was all red an her fists were clenched she looked ... Jealous?

"Listen you sluts Harrys not interested because hes with me so no you can't have his phone number no he won't sit on your face no hes not single and no hes to busy doing that to me , so if your not buying bread or sweets get out"!! She yelled woah what is with her , I'm not her boyfriend I mean I wouldn't mind being her boyfriend , she was fit . Soon enought the girls scattered an left

"Sorry I called you my boyfriend and the other stuff I just I got ...jealous" she mumbled the last part , I knew it she liked me , good cause I like her back

"Jealous hmm an why is that , is it cause you like me" I said with a smirk

"What no"! She said she was blushing alot

"Yes you do your blushing , awh your so cute" I said and pinched her cheek

"Get off" she said and pushed me I was about to fall but I grabbed on to her arm an she fell right in too of me she was laughing so much

"Well maybe just a little " she said

"But don't let th-" I didn't let her finished I smashed my lips on to hers an kissed her passionately thank god she kissed back , she pulled away but I didn't want it to end

"Heyyy" I pouted

"Well sorry I wanted to breathe " she chuckled an came back down for a kiss it was so soft an delicate yet so rough an passionate it was perfect an from this point on I knew she was the girl for me and I promised myself I would never let her go

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End of flashback

I wish it was still like that are perfect relationship , it was like we had the lovey dovey relationship but we also had the asshole realationship which is when you make fun of eachother play fight an are just being very sassy and rude but we never ment it and I would no we always said "I love you" after we called eachother names thinking about this made me want her back so bad so from here on , I will try my hardest to get her back no matter what I fill get Sierra back no matter how hard it is I will , starting now

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