Defeated

Chapter 18

The second Deanna yelled at me I was taken back I realized I need to break up with Deanna but I can't the management will flip out on me so that second I dropped Sierra on the ground

"Ow what the fuck Harry" she yelled at me I had to yell back at her or else ms.big mouth Deanna would surely call the management

"Don't you fucking yell at me be happy I picked you up from the streets like a piece of trash you are"I shouted back I looked at her with a sympathetic look but she didn't even care she thought I ment it

She had tears in her eyes she stood up an ran to her room I felt terrible on the inside but on the outside I looked like I could care less

"Harry what is wrong with you I , I actually thought you cared for her you , you brought her in here you walked in this door with with love in your eyes an now what you , you insult her your a fucking asshole Harry I hate you" Zayn blew up at me he looked like he was gonna kill me thankfully he ran upstairs to Sierras door

"I thought you loved her that's why you went after her but you don't she means nothing to you right , I can't believe you , you know what your dead to me Harry , dead"! Niall shouted that hurt I was dead to him he also ran upstairs

"Harry as much as I wanna think your faking it an your lying something is telling me you ment every word you said , and I can't believe that " Louis told me with a calmer voice but he raised it a little

"You should be ashamed Harry I hope you realize that for the third Time you broke Sierras heart you , you broke her Harry inside .... And out " Liam said barely over a whisper an slowly walked up the stairs

Now I am the most scared for this one

"You asshole do you Realise how much of a jerk you are your letting Sierra slowly fall thru your fingers for this little slut , lets face it Harry you don't really even like Deanna I can see the way you look at her compared to how you look at Sierra there Is a huge difference ! I hope one day reality gives you a slap to the face an you stop hanging around with these little sluts an go to the real girl you love "!! She screamed at me an ran upstairs . Then there was two ,

"Oh Hazzy I knew you loved me more than her"Deanna said whilst coming in for a kiss

"Don't call me Hazzy only Sierra calls me that"I shouted . I wasn't mad about the Hazzy thing I was mad that one I hurt Sierra ... Again and two Deanna thinks I love her and I can't do anything about it this sucks I hate my life .. I know I should not be saying that cause I'm rich and famous an blah blah blah but you don't no the half of it , I Hate The Management !

Deanna thought I was only "playing rough" she didn't take me serious that I'm mad at her

"Ooooh Hazzy I like where this is going shall we go upstairs" she said with a wink before I could speak she smasher her lips on mine an right away her tongue was in my mouth I hated it trust me but something so wrong felt so right . But no I can't I just can't do this but I felt frozen like I couldn't move from this make out session

"They , th-they" A voice spoke an I ripped away from Deanna , to face Sierra

"They were right you , you don't care I , i came down here to forgive you because I knew you cared ...... But you don't ..... And uhm Harry" she said with tears going down her face but her voice was very calm and quiet

"Yeah" I said with a questioning look she then said words that broke my heart into pieces she spoke clear and quietly she said .

"Im sorry that I couldn't be everything or anything you ever wanted that I couldn't possibly give you what Deanna gives you ... I , I'm just sorry"

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