Until Dawn Prompts

Transition

Prompt for LadyHikariofDarkness on AO3; 'How about a genderbent prompt? The characters of opposite genders would be Chris, Sam, and Mike. The prompt is basically Chris and Josh, childhood friends, are crushing on each other in high school, and Ashley somehow gets roped up in these feelings as well.'

Words: 1783

Rating: Explicit

Pairing(s): Ashley/Chris/Josh (The Bone Zone), Mike/Sam (Daring Duo)

Additional Tag(s): Genderbent!Chris (Christine), Genderbent!Mike (Mikala), Genderbent!Sam (Samuel), Polyamory, Polyamorous Relationships, Unrequited Love, Transgendered!Chris, Identity Crisis, Three-Way, Porn, F/T/M.

The day I realized I really wasn't into being a girl was a hard one to get through, I had no idea how to even begin to process the fact that I wasn't comfortable being called Christine anymore or who to even tell that I would rather be a Christopher. I couldn't tell my parents, they would most likely disown me because with me being their only child I'm pretty sure they would like for me to have kids one day so they can be grandparents, I could always adopt of course but I feel like my parents wouldn't accept that.

That day I stared at my body for who knows how long, I had always been one of the tallest girls in my grade and I wasn't even thin, I actually had a sort of boyish figure with some thickness to it that I despised but it helped me feel like a boy sometimes, my stomach stuck out a hit but not nearly as far as my breasts, which never did help at all.

That day Josh just had to show up at my house of course, asking to play video games with me like we have done for years and I knew if I refused he would think something was up and I didn't have the heart to tell him yet that I would rather be a boy like him. When I started to hyperventilate next to him while we were playing games over thinking it all, I dropped my controller and Josh being amazing like always, had jumped straight into action and held me closely, running his hands through my long blonde hair and insisting that everything was going to be alright. He was always like this, he always cared for me and helped me feel safe. I did the same for him and it always felt like we were made for one another. But those are the musings of a 14 year old in an identity crisis, so what I was feeling was probably nothing.

Now being 17 years old I still have a crush on Josh Washington, and I still haven't told anyone, except for Mikala, about how I'm uncomfortable being a female, but not much I can do or say now. I'm almost 18 and as soon as I am I'm going to begin taking testosterone to start my transition and just hope my parents and friends would accept me.

Mikala Evergreen is my other close friend, other than Josh and Ashley, that has always been non-judgemental. I was surprised that she would ever want to be my friend and for the longest time I assumed it was for my smarts but she never once asked me for homework or answers or ever cheated off of me, always just invited me over to hang out and talk about boys, I found out during that time she was a genius and even smarter than me which made me feel awful for even thinking that she could be using me. She was the first one to find out about my crush on Josh and actually told me she was sorry, and I understood why, I always would understand.

Josh has never been the best at keeping his dick in his pants, he was sort of a player that has never held on a long relationship with any females; except me, but that's just platonic. Mikala muses often about how lucky I am to have Josh's attention all to myself sometimes and that she sees the way he looks at me and I would just scoff and shake my head. And how Ashley looks at me as well. When she mentioned Ashley I was confused because Ashley was always just a good friend to lean on during hard times. Mikala just laughed knowingly and ever since that conversation I began to watch how Ashley interacted with me and I realized that Ashley was quite touchy with me and I had to look up the signs of flirting and well, what she did fit every single one. And I can' say that Ashley isn't beautiful, she really is a beautiful girl who is confident with her body and I am a bit envious at times because I want to be comfortable being in the body I was born with I just can't help but feel unsatisfied with it and I just hope everyone will understand me one day.

So because I knew Josh would be a helpless case to try and continue to pry into, I asked Ashley out. And honestly, I was happier with her than I have been in years by myself and I know Josh noticed as he seemed a bit happier as well. Mikala told me one day my strength to become a lesbian (I told her I wasn't a lesbian, she shrugged and we agreed I was pansexual.) gave her strength to ask the new kid, Samuel, out on a date and they hit it off quite well apparently and that Samuel was quite the gentleman and had muscles that she didn't realize existed. All I could do was laugh at her and continue listening to her go on about this boy that I haven't even had the pleasure to meet yet. She said once it gets serious I can meet him if I promise not to swipe him away, I had to laugh at that and she appeared to be joking.

After being with Ashley for about a month I realized Josh was starting to act weird, and of course I was worried, Josh was my best friend and I had to help him the best way I could. So I agreed to stay the weekend at his house, he said it would make him feel better if I hung out with him like the old days. I felt bad about not seeing Josh as much of course but I now had a girlfriend who loves me and I love her though I still have some love for Josh that will never leave.

At his house he asked me how I felt about him, and of course I had to tell him the truth and he had actually cried, I told him gently that he had missed his chance and that I was with Ashley now. He cried harder if that was even possible and I fell to the ground with him, holding him and that's when I finally told him how I have been feeling about my body for years and he stopped crying, staring at me with glossy from tears eyes and asked me why I kept that from him. I had no answer for that of course, how could I have told him? How would I have known how he would have reacted if I told him years ago? I was terrified and I'm terrified now. I don't know why he doesn't realize that.

After he wiped away mine and his tears he kissed me, I kissed him back, not being able to help myself as I melted into his embrace and we held each other for what felt like hours. Ignoring the world around us and before I knew it I could feel him inside of me, making me gasp and moan and feel things I have never felt before. I wished in the middle of it that Ashley could be here to feel what I was feeling and I gasped, pushing Josh away from me and staring at him with wide eyes that began to overflow with tears as I remembered Ashley. I grabbed my cell phone and cried into it, waiting for Ashley to answer as Josh tried to explain something to me and try to get me to calm down.

Once Ashley answered I told her what just happened and she . . . . she laughed and asked why she wasn't there to join in. Josh grabbed the phone from my hands as I was frozen, tears still going down my face but now I was filled with confusion, I heard Josh invite Ashley over to join in on our activities and I could hear her agreeing. Were these two for real? Were they really about to have a threeway?

I took a few steps back and felt Josh's arms wrap around my waist and he slid back into me, whispering to me softly and I pushed back into him, not being able to stop myself from moaning and before long I could feel more hands on me, and someone kissing my neck and gripping my hips and stomach, I took a shaky breath and grabbed the girls face in front of mine and pulled her into a kiss, whining into her mouth and Josh thrust in and out of me slowly and it was antagonizing, I could feel warmth spreading through my body and I yelled into Ashley's mouth as I tightened around Josh, riding out my orgasm and feeling my legs go weak. I fell to the ground panting and both Josh and Ashley fell with me, I could feel them wrapped around me and from what I was hearing they seemed to be kissing one another and I should be feeling jealous but instead all I could feel was happiness as the two people I love most in the world are here with me and are comfortable with each other and I grinned, laying my chin on Ashley's shoulder as I moved behind her and watched as Josh slid into Ashley, Ashley grabbed my hands and I held her in my lap as Josh moved, kissing her neck and listening to her moans fill the room, I could feel her shivering and vibrating in pleasure and I reached a hand down, rubbing at her and she yelled in pleasure, moving with the trusts and rubs and it wasn't long until she also came, Josh pulled out and I reached over, stroking his length and he took a sharp breath, closing his eyes as both me and Ashley began to touch and stroke him, he covered our hands after a few minutes and we all laid there, panting and stealing kisses from one another. I sat up after a bit and wondered how this would work, I looked over at the other two and they were both looking at me, smiles on both of their faces and Josh told me that he was going to get me started on my transition and I smiled in happiness and fell between the two of them, feeling them both wrap around me and this time, I was the happiest I could be, nothing could be better than this.