Is It My Fault?

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I woke up Andy was hovering over me he looked worried I noticed I was on the couch I sat up still in a bit of pain

"Lay back down M's" He laid me back down I held my head

"What happened? " I asked Andy had a frown on his face

"Your wound opened back up and due to the pain and blood loss you collapsed" Ashley said

"But don't worry we had a doctor look at ya and he patched you up" Cc added Andy then got up and walked away I could tell he had tears in his eyes Juliet walked back with him

"Whats going on with Andy?" I asked  

"Well your pulse went down again and you got really pale and he thought he was gonna lose his little sister....again" Cc explained I then felt bad I brought this pain to him I then got up off the couch I saw we were at the next venue I ran out of the bus and started running down the street crying....

Andy's POV

"I just cant lose her" I cried Juliet hugged me

"She probably feels like she's the blame for this but she's not I just don't like seeing her get hurt I never have ever since we were little" I added

"You'll never lose her why don't you go talk to her so she doesn't feel the blame"  Juliet smiled and she was right I should go talk to her I walked back to the living room but I didn't see Macy anywhere

"guys where's M'S" I asked

"She ran out of the bus" Jinxx answered

"You didn't even try to stop her" I yelled I ran out of the bus and went looking for her

it was a good 10 minutes that I've been looking for her

"where could she be?" I sighed then I heard someone singing they were singing Remember Everything by Five Finger Death Punch

I followed the voice that's when I saw Macy she was crying I walked over she looked up at me with big tears in her eye's I picked her up and carried her back to the bus,

we got to the bus and she was sound asleep in my arms I laid her down on the couch and I covered her up I walked over to her bunk and grabbed the small bear I had gotten her when we left for tour I put it in her arms she hugged it tight I smiled just then we were called for sound check I didn't  want to leave her but I had to do my job.

Macy's POV

As Andy was carrying me back to the bus I fell asleep in his arms, I woke up on the couch I looked at my phone and It was 11:45pm I knew The guys were doing their concert I got up and walked over to the bathroom I Looked in the mirror then Splashed water on my face I came back out I then walked out the door I walked into the venue and they guys were performing Knifes and Pens I smiled when I heard the song I stood there waiting for them to get done I kept getting small pains but they weren't terrible I sat down so I wouldn't fall if they got worse,

as they finished their set I got up and walked back to the bus soon after I walked in so did the guys and Juliet I was sitting on the couch blasting music in my headphones and playing on random game my tablet then then saw a hand in my face I looked up to see Andy smiling and shaking his head he then took one of my headphones out,

"I asked if You were feeling better?" he asked then walked over to the fridge and got a bottle of water then sat down next to me

"Little better still little bit of pain" I answered he then got up again and got in a cabinet he got out a bottle of pain meds he got another bottle of water he brought them to me

"Here these should help" He handed me both I grabbed the pill then the water and I swallowed the pill with the little bit of water Andy then turned on the TV and Put on The Walking Dead,

after a few episodes I walked back to my bunk and I got my guitar I went back and sat on the table yes on it I sat crossed legged I saw Andy smile then I started Playing Let's Cheers To This by Sleeping With Sirens as I was in the middle Cc joined in with tapping his drum sticks on the table then Jake, Jinxx and Ashley joined in with their guitars we all had a little jam session,

after we did a few more songs we decided to watch a movie and of course it was Batman as we were in the middle of watching it I fell asleep.

Andy's POV

we were watching Batman and Macy fell asleep in the middle of it I smiled and shook my head I got up and carried Macy to her bunk I laid her down and I noticed she had pictures up beside her bunk I saw pictures of us when we were little then ones just from a few days ago I also noticed she had one with a boy and another girl standing next to her  I got it off her wall and looked at the back

Summer of 2014 with The Besties Hanna and Cameron

I smiled and put it back up I then saw anther one of her and this Cameron guy kissing he must've been her boyfriend I looked at the back of it

Spring 2015 best boyfriend EVER!

I smiled and put it back as well I saw another one that was Macy, Hanna and Cameron it had lyrics written on the front

Goodbye sunshine take care my love I have to go and Leave you alone but always know I love you so

I looked over at Macy as she moaned and rolled over she'd been through so much just in the past year I walked back to the living rom I sat down and finished the movie.

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