Remembering Everything.

64 6 0
                                    

Macy's POV

I woke up in my bunk all covered up I rolled over to look at the pictures god how I missed those two I got outa bed and we were still on the road

"Morning M's" Andy smiled while coming what smelled like Bacon I sat down at the table with my laptop turning it on to check and see if there were any new videos up on YouTube Andy came over with a plate he set it in front of me I looked down to see pancakes, Bacon and eggs

"C'mon eat up" he smiled and so I did I started eating he walked over and grabbed a few more plates he got his and sat down and started eating while everyone else got theirs,

After we ate I grabbed some clothes and went into the bathroom to change I put on a Black Veil Brides tank my dark purple jean shorts and my red converse I did my make up I put on my necklace,

I walked out and I sat down at the table again to finish watching my videos,
We stopped to get gas me Ashley and Jake went in to grab a few things for the road like more water, sodas and monsters we also grabbed some tubs of ice cream, chips and cookies I saw they had a Batman shaped cookie I knew I had to get it we walked to the counter and paid we walked back to the bus I smiled when I saw Andy

"What are smiling about?" He asked as a grin came upon his face I reached in the bag and got the cookie out he smiled big and hugged me

"You know me so well" he chuckled I put the rest of the stuff away and off we went again,

We only had a few more miles to go I decided to play some video games the guys had Xbox one and a Playstation 4 on the bus I started playing Call Of Duty Andy came over and sat next to me he grabbed a controller

"Mind if I join?" He smiled I nodded and we started playing,

"How the hell are you so good M's" Andy asked

"Cameron showed m-" I stopped mid sentence I got big tears in my eyes Andy looked at me he then hugged me

"It's ok Macy it's ok" he started rubbing my back

"I know what happened mom told me" he whispered I continued crying

-Flash back-
I knocked on Cameron's door but nobody answered I knocked again about 5 more times he usually opens on the first knock I started to panic I remembered that his family hid a extra key under the mat at the front door I quickly found it and unlocked the door

"Cameron?!" I yelled I started running through the house I start to get closer to his room his door was closed

"Cameron?" It felt like my heart was going to race out of my chest I opened the door I couldn't believe what I saw

"No no no no" I ran over to him laying on the floor he wasn't breathing I tried to CPR but it wasn't working as I was calling 911 I saw the bottle of whiskey and the bottle of pills

"911 what's your emergency?" I heard someone answer

"Help I think my boyfriend killed himself" I panicked,

After a few minutes a ambulance came they rushed in I was balling my eyes out one of the paramedics tried to do everything they could

"He's gone I'm sorry" he got up I couldn't move how could this be happening

"No no no he can't be" I ran over to Cameron as they put his body on the stretcher

"C'mon Cameron  wake up you said we'd be together forever please wake up I need you!" I cried as I held his hand one of the paramedics pulled me away

"Get off of me!" I tried to get away but couldn't,

A week later

"W-What do y-you mean Hanna's D-Dead?" I asked Hanna's mother crying my eyes out

"She was murdered in our house last night while our it was being robbed" she cried

"I'm sorry Macy" she added then hung up I dropped my phone and I dropped to the floor I started sobbing.

-Present day-
I continued crying into Andy's chest as he tried to calm me down,

after a little while I finally calmed down we got to the venue and walked in for a sound check I sat in the back waiting for them to get done Juliet came over with coffee she handed me a cup

"Thanks" I smiled she sat down next to me,

the guys just got done and Juliet walked over and hugged Andy he then came over to me and grabbed my hand I looked up at him

"C'mon" He smiled we started walking out of the building and started walking down the street we got to a carnival I smiled I loved going to carnivals always had

"Andy?" I looked up and smiled he grinned and we ran over to the couple rides that were we rode a few of them  then played some of the games before we had to go back Andy had won me and Juliet both a teddy bear,

We got back just in time for them to go on I walked over to get a Monster I heard them start to play Fallen Angels so I started shouting with them

"WE ARE THE FALLEN ANGELS!" I screamed then I started laughing I hurried and grabbed my drink and went back Andy turned to see me and Juliet standing there,

After they were done they paused the show Andy came running over he grabbed my hand and brought me out God Fucking Damnit Andy you know I have stage fright

"Hey guys as you all know this is my sister Macy!" He said into the mic and everyone cheered he handed me a mic and Jake handed me my guitar

"She's gonna play a song for you you guys" Andy smiled and the whole place went crazy I gave Andy the Fuck you look and he smiled and shrugged his shoulders he knew I have terrible stage fright I looked out and all I could hear was everyone chanting my name I closed my eyes and began playing the first song that came to mind which was Here's to Us by Halestorm,

After I was done I opened my eyes and everyone cheered including the guys and Juliet I smiled Andy came walking over he put his arm around my shoulder

"That's my little sis" he smiled he then asked me to help him start the next song I nodded and he whispered in my ear that it was Lost It All the guys started playing then I started singing then Andy took over I then stood there while Andy finished the song,

After the concert I felt better about myself as I was performing with The guys I felt happier and more confident about everything,

We were on the bus headed to the next gig we were all playing Just Dance in the living room and man was I killing it

"Go Macy Go Macy" Andy chanted

"Shut up shut up" I mocked him

"I won't I won't" he mocked me I started laughing,

After we were done we all sat around watching American Horror Story we were watching the first season over again it was my favorite season,

After we binged watched the whole season I was getting tired I walked over and got in my bunk and fell asleep

Andy Biersack is my brother Where stories live. Discover now