Andy Biersack is my brother

No... Not Again

Macy's POV

after the movie was done we started heading back to the house

"I Love you Macy" Evan smiled I Blushed again

"God your so cute" He chuckled we stopped at a red light

"I Love you too" I Looked over at him he looked over at me and kissed my lips the light turned green we started going I Looked over and saw a car coming

"EVAN!" I screamed Evan quickly pulled me towards him the things went black

I kept going in and out of consciousness I was laying on the ground I looked over to see paramedics doing CPR on Evan I started crying then everything went black again

I woke in the hospital soon a nurse came in

"I see your awake miss Biersack" She smiled

"Where's Evan Please tell me he's Okay" Her smiled turned to a frown

"I'm Sorry Miss Biersack but the paramedics did everything they could but he died on sight' I started crying no this cant be happening no... not again

"If it wasn't for him Both of you'd be dead" She added she then checked on my injuries and then walked out I started sobbing my heart out how could this be happening... Again

I looked over and saw my phone and called Andy,

after about ten minutes him and Juliet came running in I was still crying

"Macy what happened?" Andy sat on the bed so I told him he hugged me Juliet started crying

''I'm So Sorry M's" Andy hugged me tighter while I Sobbed into his chest

Its been a few days and the doctors told me I could go home we walked in the door and I went straight to my room I didn't feel like eating or drinking anything besides whisky  and that's what I did I got in my hidden stash and started pounding away the alcohol soon the room started spinning I still felt numb so I continued drinking till I couldn't see  straight I passed out drunk again

I woke up the next day and walked downstairs felling numb again

"how you doing kid?" I heard Danny's voice I just shrugged my shoulders

It's been a few hours and I haven't said one word I could tell everyone was worried about me I could tell by the look in their eyes

"Wanna go get Ice cream maybe it'll make you feel a little better?" Ashley rubbed my back I nodded we all got up and got in the car Andy turned on the radio and All I Wanted by Paramore was playing

We got to the the Ice Cream parlor and I saw Austin and Chris there Austin had tears in his eyes he looked up at me and came over and gave me a great big hug I started crying then everyone joined in for a great big group hug we got weird looks from everyone but we didn't care

As we were sitting there eating our ice cream everyone was talking but me Austin put his hand on mine

"You Know Evan has always had a crush on you since warped" he smiled wait I didn't know Evan was at warped?

"Wait what?" I said my voice was raspy from not talking all day yesterday and today

"Yeah you remember that kid that followed me around backstage like a little puppy dog?" He asked I nodded

"That was him he always told me how beautiful you were and how he wanted to talk to you but was to shy and he didn't think you'd like him" he chuckled I blushed

"And when we had the party I never told him you were coming so I told Andy and we set it up so you two started talking" he chuckled wait they set us up?

"Wait you guys set us up?" I asked Andy and Austin nodded and smiled

"I had met Evan during Warped he'd always ask about you I knew he was into ya M's I had asked him a few times if he wanted to meet you but he was always to shy so we'd knew that the party would be a great place for you guys to meet" Andy smiled then took a bite of his Banana split I smiled feeling a little better he really liked me even though we never met before

Soon enough we went home Austin and Chris decided to come and visit for a little while I went up to my room and I started looking through pictures and I found one with me and Evan kissing at Andy and Juliet's wedding I smiled and I grabbed my guitar and started playing Wish You Were Here by Avril Lavigne

I was soon done with the song and my door opened up Andy came walking in

"Doing better?" He asked he sat down on my bed I nodded

"A little" I smiled he handed me a disc I looked at him with a weird look

"Play it" he smiled so I popped it into the DVD player and pictures started popping up of all of us when we were kids then when I first moved in, at warped, the party pictures of me and Evan started popping up then pictures of the wedding came up I started to cry Andy started rubbing my shoulder the at the end was Evan talking

Hey Baby I''m gonna miss you while you go on tour unfortunately I have to go with the guys so I won't be able to go with you He frowned but anyways I hope you have a amazing time with the help from your brother and the guys sending me all these pictures I decided to make this for you so I gotta get going Love you baby see you soon!
The video ended I started crying I turned to Andy he brought me into a hug

"C'mon were ordering Chicken Wings for dinner tonight" Andy smiled

"FUCK YEAH CHICKEN WINGS WOOO!" Chris shouted from downstairs me and Andy looked at each other and started laughing we went downstairs and ate,

After we ate and sat outside for a while I decided to go to bed I went inside and went to my room I laid down in my bed and soon fell asleep

We're dead because of you Macy I heard Hanna Cameron and Evan yell at me

I took my own life because you were so clingy and needy for attention Cameron spat

I wasn't killed when my house was getting robbed I killed myself because I can't stand you Macy I couldn't stand being your friend anymore and I slit my own throat and made it seem like the burglars killed me I couldn't take it anymore listening to your boohooing and crying Hanna spat I turned to see Evan

I died in that car crash because of you Macy I should be the one who's alive Not you and you actually thought I loved you? don't believe what anybody tells you about me I never Loved you let alone liked you your nothing but a worthless piece of shit Macy! Evan spat I woke up crying Andy came running in

"Macy it's ok it's just a dream" he tried to hug me

"No it was more then that" I cried I jumped out of bed I ran downstairs I quickly grabbed a small kitchen knife I ran out the door and started running down the road tears running down my face I got to the park and started running through the woods till I got to the top of the hill looking at the lake I saw the sun was coming up I heard the birds chirping and the water flowing down the stream for the water fall down the way I started sobbing my heart out

I waited for about a hour until I knew what I had to do I got out the knife I slit my wrist blood ran down my arm I  started walking towards the edge of the hill looking down at the water and I jumped

'MACY!" I heard someone yell before I fell into the water as I was sinking into the bottom of the lake I saw someone swimming after me then everything went black.

Who do you think it was that found Macy? Let me know Love you guys 😘😍