Black flies (SOA Fanfic)

The news..

Emma's P.O.V.
Its been a month and I havent touched my 'Femine' products. I have also been staying with Jax. The last person I honestly want to call is Gemma. But I did.
After a few rings she answered.
"Hey sweets" the sound of her voice cringes me. I never talk or think about what she did to me.
"Gem, I think im pregnant, can you get me some tests?" I said.
"Shit. Yep ill be over give me a few." Gemma said, sounding concerned.
I slammed the phone shut and sat in disbelief until Abel started crying. We brought him home a while ago. About a week maybe? I have started staying at Jax' so I can take care of Abel. I pick up Abel and walk out to hear the door open.
"Em? Im here"
"Yea im coming, I had to get Abel."
She passed me a brown bag. I walked to the bathroom and closed the large brown door. I did what the instructingd said and put the cover on the stick. I walked out to watch the results with Gemma. I walked out to the play pen to grab Abel when gemma yelled my name. I ran fast into the kitchen. She hugged me and told me to look at the stick. I read the results. 'Postive' I asked her to get me three more. She walked out and got me four.
"There was a deal."
"On pregnancy tests!!" I said with a giggle
"Sweets dont question. Go do your thang and bring them sticks. I need another grandbaby." She acted like our past didnt matter.
*[FLASHBACK]*
I went to gemmas to see her. I wondered if she found out about my plan to leave next year. Ill be twenty and I dont want myself killed. Its already happend more than it should have. Im just concerned about my own saftey. I kne wI needed to leave charming. California. Before I can even knock ba angry Gemma pulls me in. Before a scream could leave my mouth her clamy palms covered my mouth. "You won't leave my son high and dry. Once your an ole' lady your always connected to Samcro!" I kind of was in disbelif. But instead of trying to pull away I told her the reason I came to talk was to tell her I wasnt leaving. Even thiu all along it was. And i was leaving. No matter what.
*end of flashback*
I snapped back to reality and handed Gemma the pregnancy tests. I waited and watched craddling Abel in my arms. "They're positive" Gemma said unsure.
I was excited. To have a child one of my own. I already am mother to me. But it will be nice to exprecince the pregnancy.
"Im so excited"
"Are you going to be able to tell jax he will have to pleasure  himslef"

Sorry for such short chapters lately but im super busy and try my best. Agin im sorry for short chapters and incorrect spelling!!