Black flies (SOA Fanfic)

Finally.

EMMA P.O.V.
I woke up to Jax beside me. Clutching me as close as possible. I turn over.
"Morning babe" He said.
"Good morning cutie"
"Have you changed your mind about us, now that you have a little refresher?"
"Not till you get that demon body the hell outta my house"
"Alright" Smriking as he kissed me. We walked to the garage where a couple tarps had been left. He picked the biggest ones and set them on the floor next to the body. We moved the body from the floor onto a unwrapped tarp.
Jax P.O.V.
I finally got the body wrapped and in the back of her Subaru.
"I'll be back." I said. Hugging her before leaving.
I got in the car and drove for what felt like miles. But I could see the garage from where I was parked. I can't tell if it's because of how I'm on higher ground or if I'm not far enough away. I open the trunk and pull out the body. I dig a  deep hole and push him in it. I take out my matches and light one, throwing it on the body. I look at the sick fuck, Someone who only cared about himself. I'm satisfied knowing I got rid of a threat to her. Me. Charmming. The club. Us. I decide to sit down on the sand. I think about my son. Emma. My life. I ask myself 'is this a mistake, do I even know what's worth living. I have a son now. It's not just what's in my best interest but his too.' By the time I stop thinking about myself, the body is ashes. I spread them out and put sand over them. I walk back to the Subaru and drive back to Emma's. On the way there I see a few animals. Just a raccoon and some squirls. It's a peaceful ride back. I turn onto brick road and slip into Emma's drive. I get out and let myself in.
"Babe" I echoed.
"Hi jax. Sorry we couldn't really communicate this morning. Kind of busy right?" I could feel bad news coming.
"Jax sit down. There's something I need to tell you."
"Alright"
"When me and the agent first got together a few months go he was ."
she paused looking at her coffee.
"Your point?"
"The first time he abused me was when I didn't want sex. So he...made me. A few weeks later I found out I was pregnant. An I..I" she looked like she was going to puke, so I walked over, but she put a hand up to stop me.
"I was still young, Jax. I was scared so I aborted the baby. I wasn't stable enough and he would most likely abuse the baby."
I just put my hands on my face in disbelief.
"That's what I needed to talk to you about last night."
"Emma, that doesn't make you any less of a person. I still love you the same."
"I know. But looking at Abel the other day I wondered what it would be like if I didn't abort the baby."
"Yea? I wonder what would have happened if you didn't leave Charmming."
I know I shouldn't have said that. I need a mouth filter or some shit.
(Sorry this was so short. I have a lot of testing going on but ill try to make the next longer. Stay tuned.)