Just one look

~028~

Beca's point of view:

What happened to me? My head hurts so much. Where am I actually? I want to move my body, but I can't. It's frustrating. Why am I not able to move my body. Am I dead or something? No, that's not possible. I hear voices. I don't know where they are coming from and from who they are. I can't hear them very well, so that's why I don't recognize them. I hear my name a view times, but I can't react. Nothing works. I want to get up or just open my eyes, but I can't. It's like my eyes are glued against my head with super glue.
,,It's good that Chloe's at home right now." I hear a voice say. Every voice are being clear now, but I don't recognize one of them. There's one woman's voice and one guy's.
,,Yeah, I know. But I can't deny that I'm scared too. Beca isn't awake yet and it's being a month." That voice! I recognize it. That's Jesse! But what is he talking about? I lay here for a month? I don't know what happened. The last thing I saw was Chloe standing in front of me, while I put a gun towards her face. What happened to me? Is that why I can't react or open my eyes. And why isn't Chloe with me? Am I laying in the hospital? Is Chloe with Tom? O my god! Of course! Tom has her now. I'm out of sight and Chloe always have a weak for him. I want to cry out loud! I try to wake up, but my body don't want to react.
,,Everyone is scared Jesse. Beca is a good friend. Chloe is devastated. The love of her life is in coma right now and she isn't awake yet." Jesse and Aubrey are crazy. Tom is taking his chance right now! If I'm really in coma, Chloe is lonely and Tom wants her. Maybe I have already lost her. I can't do anything to stop Tom right now, maybe Chloe is already pregnant from him. Why should I fight any longer? The only one I want is Chloe, but if she's with Tom right now and happy, she can't use me in her life. I want her to be happy. I don't want her to choose. Maybe she just have to stay with Tom. I don't even know if I'm going to wake up and I don't know how I'm going to wake up. Who doesn't say that I will have amnesia or maybe I will be paralyzed. I don't want to be a burden to Chloe. I want her to love me, not taking care of me. She can not be happy with someone who's paralyzed. She needs to live her life happily. Now I hear every Bella sing towards me. I know this song! This is "You raise me up" from Westlife. A really cheesy song, but I like the song and the distraction. My mind is still with Chloe. Did she visit me at all or not? Well, it's enough proof that she isn't here right now...

Chloe's point of view:

I'm at home right now, but only to grab some stuff. My mind is full of Beca, I have flashbacks of her smiling and I really want to see that again. I want to be at Beca's side when she wakes up. Beca's mother and I have made a deal. If Beca doesn't wake up this week, we are going to remove the plug. I have been crying all the time, but that's not possible anymore. Beca needs me strong, not weak. I haven't heard from Tom for a long time and I'm happy about that. I don't want to be with him, I have Beca. Well, I had her, but maybe not anymore because of her father. Her father is indeed at home and is never arrested or something. I don't think he will shoot me again, but nobody knows. I have already packed the stuff that I wanted, so now I'm walking back to the hospital. When I'm there, I see Tom at the front door.
,,What are you doing here?!" I walk towards him really fast. What is he doing at the hospital nearby Beca?
,,I want to talk to you about the shooting."
,,How do you know about that? I never told you and you weren't there!"
,,I have heard. Her father is a good man, you know." I look at him angry, but don't say a thing. ,,Shooting her was the best thing he could do. Now she's going to die and then you will be mine, like before."
,,Sorry?"
,,She's not the one for you, Chlo. She's so pathetic, you deserve better. And with better I mean me."
,,Shut the fuck up! Beca is the best thing that's ever happened to me! Our sex is special and full of lust. She loves me and I love her. Her father was suppose to shoot me, not her. She jumped in front of me and protected me! She's prepare to die for me and you're making fun at her? You are a fucking idiot and you don't deserve a girl who loves you. Stay the hell away from me, pathetic jerk! Leave me alone, never talk to me again! I hate you!" And after that I punch him in the face.
,,Chlo, what are you doing?" Tom ask me when I want to go into the hospital.
,,Something I should have done much earlier!" I leave Tom alone and go back into the hospital.