i love you because you cared.
you truly cared. you actually wanted to bring happiness into my life. michael, no one ever made me happier than you and no one ever will. i have no idea why, but no one was as genuinely aware of me as you were. you knew me better than i know myself. you always made sure that i knew i was cared for. you wanted me around because i made you happy as often as i could. you truly always seemed happy because you knew that would make me happy. the thing is, it was so easy to make you happy. i didn't need to shower you in gifts, take you to expensive restaurants, bring you to exotic places just so you knew i cared about you being happy. i didn't need to be physically touching you and kissing you to ensure that you felt my love, even though i didn't mind it. i didn't need to be sucking you off or riding your dick to bring you pleasure, even though i didn't mind either of those either. you always knew, and i always knew. you always fucking cared.
at least you did.
