Can't Resist: a shisa fanfic

Chapter five

Lisa's POV

I wake up to a loud knock on the door and a kick to my shin. I wince in pain and see Jess opening her eyes. She looks at me and then to my shin. "Sorry, I didn't mean to," she says.

I shrug it off. My head is pounding. Most likely due to the insane amount of alcohol Jess and I consumed when we got home. She told me I should try to forget about what happened at Target and have some fun. And that's what we did.

The person at the door continues to knock, I squint my eyes and check the time on my phone. 12:30 AM. Who the hell is here? I just want to sleep.

I groan and open the door without even bothering to fix my hungover appearance. I get so dizzy that I have to shut my eyes before I can see who is there. "Damn, are you okay?" My eyes fly open and I see Shane standing on the other side of the door with a look I can't really read.

"Get out!" I say shoving him and hitting his chest. He grabs my hands to stop my movement.

"Lisa, look I'm sorry. That's why I came here; to apologize. I was going to wait until morning, but I couldn't sleep and I couldn't stop thinking about you. I didn't intend on that happening. I didn't mean to embarrass you, I have no idea what Garrett was thinking," he says, his hands still holding mine.

"I don't give a fuck about that Shane! You told me that you are over me. You told me that Garrett made you feel better than I did when we were together. Do you know how hurt I was? Do you know how depressed that has made me? I haven't done anything the past few days. I haven't uploaded any new videos, I haven't worked at the children's theater, I haven't done anything fun until today because Jess seems to be my only friend that I have now," I scream at him, yanking my hands away from him, "I used to look at you and think you were the most hilarious, sweetest and cutest person alive. But now when I see you I think what a dick."

Jess slides past us and pats my shoulder. I notice that she looks way more presentable then when we woke up. She must of went to the bathroom when she saw Shane was here. "I think I'm going to leave. Bye lis," she says with a small smile. She embraces me and says bye to Shane before leaving.

"Lisa, I'm so sorry, I didn't-"

I roughly crash my lips to his to shut him up. I couldn't help it, I find him so attractive right now. I shouldn't, considering I'm furious at him, but I do. He kisses me back after a few moments. My tongue makes its way into his mouth. He moves into the apartment and he shuts the door before lifting me up. I wrap my legs around his waist. He carries me into my bedroom, what used to be our bedroom, and drops me gently on the center of the bed. He hovers above me, staring into my eyes lustfully.

"I still hate you," I say causing him to laugh. He starts sucking on my neck, emitting a moan from me.

"We both know that's not true," he says with a smirk against my neck.

"It is! It is, it is, it is!" I yell. He just shakes his head.

He pulls away from my neck and takes off his shirt. I instinctively put my hands on his chest, running them up and down his stomach. We remove our clothing so that we are completely naked. He takes a moment to admire my body. "Shane stop, don't look at me."

He looks into my eyes and repeats the lines he said to me the day of our breakup "You're beautiful. You always have been and you always will be."

Tears brim my eyes, he still loves me. He was lying when he said he was over me. Before he can notice my tears, I bring his face down to kiss me once again.

*The next morning*

My eyes open to the feeling of Corny licking my face. I let out a yawn as I pet her. I look around the room before looking beside me. Shit, that actually happened. Shane lays asleep on his side, facing me. His hair is a jumble on his head. The sheet covers his lower half. I can't help but look at him. When we were together, I loved to see him so peaceful and cute. I'd always wake up before him and before I got up from bed I would watch him sleep for a little bit.