Life Hits Hard.

Part 1.

I've been planning my future since I was in third grade. I've always just pictured myself being 18 and moving out because I don't like my family. I love planning and I always planned 18; move out. 24; get married and have my kids. And then sooner or later adopt when my kids get older. But sometimes life just doesn't work as you plan it. Thought that everything would go as planned but now everything I do comes down to a dead end. So I don't know where I see myself in 5 years. Always thought I would be a doctor. Now I don't even see that in my future.
My name is Isabelle Bleu Rose but you can call me Izzy. I'm a teenager that doesn't know much about life. Don't know what it feels like to go to a party, don't know what it feels like to go out with friends without lying to my parents.

I'm 18 years old and I'm living as a prisoner in my own home. Can't go out, don't have much friends, I don't know what it is like to come home late or sneaking out or basically anything an average teenager does nowadays. I have a ton of acquaintances that I would like to make my friends one day, but I only talk to them at school because I can never hang out on the weekends or after school. I only have one friend that I go to the mall with and I sleep over her house. Her name happens to be Skylar.

I've known her for about 15 years now, yeah I know crazy right? Well our brothers became friends and thats how we met.

I go out with her by the way she is 15 and has more freedom than I do. Yeah I get that I messed up like 4 or 5 time or maybe more but that doesn't give the right for my family to mess up my life. This is not some other teenage blah blah blah cliché. This is based on a true story but names are being altered.

Since I've been in middle school my life has turned completely upside down. I always thought I had everything planned out but I guess thats not how it really went. I am now a junior in high school and my life is still going the complete opposite way of where I want it to go. I will try to explain my life in details while you guys laugh at the pain I have gone through. Hope you guys enjoy.