Don't Leave Me

Chapter 1

Alexa's POV

"I Alexa Marie Steller take you Matthew Charles Sanders, through all the long tours, late nights of band practice, and even having the guys over almost every single day for the rest of our lives" as I heard his throaty chuckle I couldn't help but smile, his laugh, that smile it's what I lived for on a daily basis, he was the love of my life.

Jerking awake from the sound of my phone blaring with the lyrics to the bands song nightmare I groggily reached my hand over to my bedside table and answered it " mmm hello?" I said my voice still full of sleep. I flinched away from the phone as I heard the loud voices of my bestfriends scream through the speaker

"Shit did we wake you up?" I heard Jimmy chuckle as he took the call off speaker phone

"Nope, no I was just getting up now anyways" I lied as I sat up and walked into my bathroom to start my morning routine of getting ready

"Good because we will be there in about fifteen minutes to take you to lunch we have a few important things we wanted to discuss with you" I groaned and rolled my eyes slightly

"Alright well you guys have a key just let yourselves in, I may not be ready when you get here so just wait in the living room" I said as I ended the call.  I couldn't seem the shake the memories of the dream I had, they were always so realistic and happened to play on my one biggest weakness and his name happened to be Matthew Sanders, I have been friends with him and the band for my entire life, they have been there for me through everything, good and bad, they know every single detail of my life besides one thing, one very important thing. I'm in love with Matt and have been since I first met him in elementary school, and I know what you're thinking I mean how can I even know what love is then? But I mean everyone gets that little crush at that age, my feelings never went away they grew stronger and stronger over the years.

A few minutes later I heard my front door swing open and the guys hustle in loudly, I couldn't help but laugh and roll my eyes. Throwing my hair up into a bun and washing my face brushing my teeth and all that good stuff, I applied a thin layer of makeup to my face and throwing on one of the guys old band t-shirts and grabbing a pair of my dark wash jeans I walked downstairs and smiled at all of them.

"So Where Exactly are we going?"

Matt's POV

It was pretty early in the day when the guys showed up at my place high off the excitement that we leave on tour in less than twenty four hours. As we all sat in the bands practice room I cracked open my bottle of water when Zacky spoke up

"So I was thinking about some shit last night and came to the conclusion that maybe we should invite Alexa on tour with us, I mean she is one of our biggest supporters and one of our bestfriends, it wouldn't hurt to bring her, if anything we could kinda consider her our goodluck charm" We all looked at eachother and already knew it was going to be official that we would ask her to come on tour with us but as I made eye contact with Jimmy he winked at me nudging my side

"Wouldn't you enjoy that Matt" he whispered to me and I instantly shot him daggers as I took a sip of my water, He's lucky no one else heard him. Jimmy is the only one that I have actually told how I feel about Alexa, he doesn't understand why I don't tell the others because he says it's obvious but I don't want things to get weird if she doesn't feel the same so for the time being I've decided to keep it between the two of us. Jimmy mentioned that he was calling Alexa to tell her we were coming over to take her to lunch. After he hung up he chuckled

 "Yeah so we kinda woke her up" we all chuckled as he said this because we all knew Alexa could sleep all day long if she had nothing to do.

"Alright well I guess we should all get going then" Brian spoke up and we all stood up and jumped into my black Range Rover.

As we got to her house we let ourselves in with the key she had given us and we went directly into her living room to sit and wait while she got ready, but not even a few minutes later she walked into the room and I couldn't help but let my eyes roam over her, she was wearing one of our old band shirts that we had given her and I couldn't help but smile, she looked pretty damn amazing. Alexa was one of those girls that wasn't overly worried about makeup and hair, she looked good both with and without makeup and it was one of the things I admired about her, she was so carefree and did what she wanted without caring what people thought about her. We all got up to leave and as I stood next her as she was locking her door.

"Nice Shirt" I said pulling on the edge of it and sending her a little wink.