Don't Leave Me

Chapter 23

Matt's POV

As Alexa was rushed to the hospital in the ambulance, i had the guys drive me there because the paramedics wouldn't let me in because of how hystarical Alexa was. As we got to the hospital i jumped out of the car before it had fully stopped, everyone els rushed in behind me and we all crowed around the reception desk 

"What room is Alexa Steller in" the women gave me the name of the room and as i ran down the halls all i could hear is the footsteps of the guys behind me, i pushed the door to her room open and stopped as i saw her laying there holding some guys hand, i looked at her

"Who's this?" i asked, she sat up a bit and looked at me

"it's my brother" as she said brother i kind of stoped short, i never knew she had a brother. i rushed over to her side and kissed her head grabbing her hand in mine 

"Everything will be okay Alexa i promise, you can do this baby girl" he brother gave me a nasty look and Alexa just asked him to leave, he went outside of the room with the guys and i stood by her side gently stroking her hand. She looked up at me with her beautiful big blue eyes and she started to cry, i wipped her tears away.

"it hurts Matty, So bad" i nodded and kissed her 

"i know baby girl, but i'm here i promise" as the doctor walked in and annoucned that he was going to check if she could push now or not Alexa tensed up and i just held her hand and kissed her forhead. The doctor checked her and it turned out she was ready to push.

"do you want anyone in here?" i asked her and she looked a little dizzy

"No No!, just you and i please" i nodded and as the doctor counted to three she started to push

3 hours later

It had been Three hours and Alexa was still pushing.

"Oh God" she whimpered and squeezed my hand as she pushed again. this time was it our beautiful baby girl was born, but as she came out there was no crying there was not a sound, There was a errie silince

"W-why isn't she crying, is something wrong?" Alexa asked in alarm, she sat up quickly and the doctors took the baby and started to do CPR

"There is no pulse" i heard one of the doctors whisper to a nurse and instantly i felt my heart drop to the floor

"Oh god!" Alexa said and burst into tears

"No No, this can't be happening. She...she has to make it" i took Alexa's face in my hands and wiped her tears 

"She will make it baby, shes part Sanders part Steller, she's a fighter" the doctors worked on her for a good ten minutes before a nurse took her away. the doctor came over to Alexa and I, and i immidietly knew what he was going to say.

"i'm sorry, but your daughter did not make it...she was still born. We did everything we possibly could" Alexa burst into tears and she dropped my hand brining hers to her face. 

"i'm going to go tell the guys" i whispered to her and kissed her forhead gently. as i walked out of the room They all turned to look at me with giant smiles on their face's, but they instantly turned to frowns as they saw that i was not smiling.

"She didn't make it" i whispered