Don't Leave Me

Chapter 19

~One Month Later~

Alexa's POV

I was back stage at the guys last tour in North America, we were going to europe and making severl stops on the way, i had been feeling quite sick latley and had gained a few pounds, so i had taken a pregnancey test just to be sure, it had come out positive and i was estatic thinking it was Matt's baby but then i started to remember the night that me and Matt got into the huge fight, when i broke my hand. I had slept with Brian and now it was tearing me apart inside not knowing who was the father. I made a doctors apointment for today, to see how far along i was, but i chickend out, so i decided to wait until i tell Matt, get him to come with me, i don't even know if i can tell Brian though what would we do if it was our baby and not Matt's he would be heart broken, probabley would never talk to either of us again but more so me. My head snapped up as someone kissed me on the neck, i smiled and turned around "mmm hey baby, bout time you guys finished up, 7 oncours, you must be exhusted" he chuckled and held me close "Beautiful, i feel more alive then ever when i get off that stage" he leaned in for a kiss but i started to feel sick, i pushed out of his grip clamping a hand over my mouth and ran to the bathroom, i pushed open one of the stall doors and dropped to my knees and vomited, i heared the door to the girls washroom creep open and the heavy footsteps of Matt, i leaned up against the wall as he came around and looked at me, i could tell he was worried "Lexa you Alri-" i cut him off Mid sentence "i'm perfectly fine baby" i smiled then looked at him "i'm pregnant"

Matt's POV

my eyes widened as she told me the news of her being pregnant, i started to remember about how Brian had told me the night me and Lexa fought, they had slept togather, but the two of us agreed not to say anything to her, considering she was so drunk "Who's is it" i whispered quietly, she looked down at her lap "i don't know yet. i-i was to scared to go today...i was thinking maybe you and Brian could come with me...see how far a long i am."  i kneeled down next to her and hugged her to my chest "No matter who's baby it is, i will love it like it is my own, i swear to you Lexa it will not effect us one tiny bit" she hugged me and started to cry "shh baby don't cry everything will be fine," i picked her up and carried her back, to backstage, the guys looked at me "shes not feeling well" i looked at Brian indicating we needed to talk. i carried Alexa onto the bus and tucked her in, i then went back to talk with Brian, i pulled him off to the side "Alexa's pregnant, and she is not sure who's the babys dad" i said, his faced turned with a look of shock upon it "dude, no are you seriouse, this can not be happening, i'm so sorry Matt" he said over and over, i shook my head "Bri don't even worry, i'm not going to treat either of you different, and if the baby is yours i will still treat it like it is my own" i said 

Brian's POV

As Matt told me Alexa was pregnant i kind of got excited, i loved kids, but then i thought of everything that could happen, it just wouldn't be right. i'm not ready to have a kid...what if this baby is mine, i will take care of it and Alexa and i know Matt will too. I can't remember to feed myself sometimes, know i might have to take care of a baby, what the fuck have i gotten myself into.