Chapter 18

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Alexa's POV

I woke up the next day and had a massive head ache, i was ovbiously hung over, and i got out of my bunk and pulled a gun's and rose's tshirt and a pair of sweat pants i didn't bother to brush my hair i just pulled it up into a bun and started to pack, i felt a hand on my back and looked up to see Matthew, i frowned and looked at him "Can i help you?" i asked. He sighed and took my broken hand in his, i winced and pulled it back "i thought maybe you would have got it checked out when you went out with Brian last night, is it sore? are you okay?" i started to tear up "No of course i'm not okay, you cheated and i love you more then anything, you promised me that you and her had nothing" i sighed and looked away wiping my tears "I know, what i did was so stupid i can't possibly imagen you forgiving me, i love you more then any in this whole world Alexa. i deserved that hit but you didnt deserve to get hurt because of it, or because of me. Please Alexa, Please don't leave me" i looked at the hurt and pain in his eyes and just broke down in tears and looked at him "M-Matt i just i, i don't wanna get hurt...i have been through a lot, you have always been there for me, just seeing you with her reminds me of how amazing the two of you look togather, and i hate it because i know i can never ever be like Val and that kills me because what you guys had was so perfect" i said breaking down even more He grabed my face in his hands gently and made me look at him "What Val and I had was special i will admit that but look at her and I now, We have nothing. I don't love her, i love YOU what we have is amazing and special and i can not live without you."  he looked down at me and i could see his eyes glistening with ready to form tears, one slowly sliped down his cheek and i kissed it away "i love you Matt, and i can not live with out either. but i will state this now...this is your last chance" i said "i won't be made a fool of more then once" i said trying not to break down again. he nodded and hugged me "Lets go get that hand of yours checked out"

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