Misunderstood

i know i can trust him.

George grabbed my hand and dragged me outside of the castle doors and we sat on the stairs in silence, it wasn't awkward but it wasn't comfortable either, so I sat there and though about things looking around the grounds. I keep seeing George look at me out of the corner of my eye which made me feel a little awkward but then i realized i kept looking at him to which didn't really help the situation in any way, but you know life goes on. After about 10 minutes of looking out into the stars i decided to brake the silence "So, is there a reason that were out here in the cold?" i asked him, he sighed looked away

"Nope, i was just fed up cause freds boring and went to bed and lee's off with Angelina and her crew" 

"so you thought you'd come to see me?" i smiled 

"well i was coming down here anyway" he shrugged 

"oh so you didn't make the journey especially for me then?" i asked pretending to be hurt- god i love messing with him! He looked at me realizing what he had just said

"No- well yeah- i mean--" 

"just shut up before you dig your little hole deeper" i say and he grins 

"Thanks. anyway i was coming down here and remembered you was with professor Lupin and waited for about five minutes an then brought you out here to show you around" 

"well, i cant be arsed getting up so you plan has just failed" i say and he laughs 

"whats up with you anyway, you don't sound as happy as usual" i say and he shrugs 

"i don't know i just feel different, like i'm trying to get something that's too far out of reach" he says and shrugs again 

"Hey, your George Weasley. I'm pretty sure if you wanted something bad enough you'd find some way to get it, no matter how far out of reach it is" i say and he laughs a little

"Thanks trouble" he says and i smile feeling a blush come to my cheeks 

*George's pov*

I dont know whats wrong with me, its like everything she does she does it with a smile, its not always real but its always beautiful. And i think i might be falling for her, in every way possible but she is that thing thats too far put of reach and the close i get the further back she walks,  i know what your thinking George Weasley? in love? No way. But i think it might be tr- i feel Jamie slap me across the face and look at her "yes?" i ask rubbing my cheeck

"you have been staring out into the grounds for like 5 minutes, you sure your okay?" she asks raising an eyebrow 

"yeah im fine, just thinking about... stuff. You wanna walk?" i ask standing up hoping she'll drop the subject. She nods and stands up too we start to walk furthur out into the grounds she smiles but her eyes are saying something different 

"Whats troubling you trouble?" i ask knowing for fact that somethings up

*Jamies pov*

I look up at him, do i tell him? I think i should, and i know he cares i just don't know if im ready to let anyone else in  yet, i don't want them to leave me- if they do i dont think i could cope, i've already lost too much. I look at him to find him still looking at me i shake my head

"nothing" i say and smile again.

He pulls my arm and makes me stop and face him "Jamie, i might not have known you long but i know when your unhappy, your hair turn kind of a pale blue in some places and even though you smile i know your faking it. Please, tell me whats wrong" he says looking straight into my eyes, i sigh.

Here goes nothing 

"I was just thinking about my parents that's all" i say and he gives me a sad smile- i hate sympathy