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Ch.16 Goodbyes are the hardest:(

The stream from my hot shower rises to the ceiling. I stand there doing nothing, just standing knowing today was the day we had to bury him. Today, is going to be horrible, I have to go to my friends funeral, because he killed himself. At least it isn't my first . I laugh just at the thought of. And on top of that HB thinks I don't love him, I am still so confused, who would tell him that. I rinse off one last time, not wanting to get out to face the reality of my life.
I start to brush my hair, after I put a black lace dress( of course, it's black it's a funeral). I blow dry my hair and curl it, then proceed to my makeup. This is usually my favorite part of my day getting ready, but now I dread it more than I ever have before.
Sudden text from holly:
Holly-belle🌹: Hey , I now I am late and all, but do you know who told HB that you didn't love him anymore and didn't want to be together? Did you?😶
Haley🌞💗💎: I would never say that, and I have no idea who would do such a thing.
Holly-belle🌹:I think I have an idea who it might be ?!?
Haley🌞💗💎:who????
Holly-belle🌹:After the funeral, met KB and I at Olive Garden . He can help us with this.
Haley🌞💗💎:ok I will.

Ok at this point I will take anyone helps. I put some black wedges on to match my black soul. Unlike I am not tall enough already . I grab my keys, off the hook and pass the living room to see ........ Of course Emi and grant you know ,"omg put some clothes on. Emi are you even ready for the funeral yet?", " oh, that's today", " omg I can't believe you just said that ", I say walking out to so angry at her right now I could explode.
I hop In my car and I drive to see Sam funeral

I finally arrive to see a lot of people I know in the parking lot. I take my raybands off to hear a slight knock on my window , it was Ray. I open to talk to him but, he shuts it back and puts his finger over his lip and says shhh.....
He suddenly points to a tree far from where everyone is standing. I look closely to see by a tree stands HB and_________?
I want to break down in tears, he sees me and walks away to Skylar. The first thing I do is , I rummage through my purse to find paper. I find paper and pen and began to write ......
     Dearest HB ,
    I have seen your note that you left in my suit case. I don't where all that stuff came from but, whoever told you that I don't love you is a freakin liar , and like you said your my one and only . But, I see you have been talking to _______, lately . If you have gotten over me cause I too late then let it be .
                 Always and forever💖,
                                         Haley.
I get out of my car, and walk to his, surprising I still have a key to "our" jeep. I unlock it, and put the note on the steering wheel ( it was a sticky note so it stuck )and locked it back and left.
The funeral is almost over and Chloe is give her speech. When Chloe finally finishes, everyone starts to shake hands and greet everyone. I turned to holly, who gives me a sharp look that it is time to go, but her eyes look in a different direction. I turn around to see what in gods name is she looking at , but  she can stop me , I turn around to see him hugging her. I run to my car .

I arrive at Olive Garden later than I was supposed to. I walk in and they seat me with holly and KB, the first thing I hear is," we know who it is", they say together. A look of worried ness shot across my face

Heyy.... So yay or nay on this chapter? What a juicy chapter!! Comment down below who you think the mysterious girl is ?? Love ya bye!!💗💖💎🌹