~what words really mean~

Ch.18 I want to , but I can't:(

~HB P.O.V~
I get in my car , well me and Haley's jeep. To see a sticky note taped onto my steering wheel.
  Dearest HB ,
I have seen your note that you left in my suit case. I don't where all that stuff came from but, whoever told you that I don't love you is a freakin liar , and like you said your my one and only . But, I see you have been talking to _______, lately . If you have gotten over me cause I too late then let it be .
Always and forever💖,
Haley.
What did she write this? Omg, was grant lying to me? I have to call her, but what did she mean she has me talking to graciemae lately. Wait we hugged at the funeral, but not like that see was just telling me sorry what happened........ Sh**, that is it isn't it , how could I be so stupid? I need to call her right now......
~Haley's P.O.V ~
Ringggggggg , my phone goes off .
Not even paying attention of who it was , " hey it's Haley ", I say. "Hey we need to talk ", HB said through the phone . Just hearing his voice makes me wanna loses my self ." Yes, umm", I start to stutter. " Haley are you ok?", he ask me . "No , not really I just got home and grant and Emi was here when I left and now Emi is unconscious and grant is missing", I say back to him so relieved that I am actually talking to him . "I will come to the hospital and we will go eat after we leave , but I miss you it's just not the same with out you", but before I could answer back, he hangs up the phone . I want to cry from happiness .

I'm sitting to the waiting room , literally sitting in silence. I impatiently tap my foot from habit, Reagan left me she was just so hysterical seeing Emi laying there. So, RB took her home, they are so perfect for each they fight a lot , but what's love without the lil heartbreak?
*interrupting my thoughts *
I see him walking through the doors, he is tall little taller than me . Looks like he always does astounding , grey shirt black jogger pants " even when you don't try you still look good", I say.... Wait what ?? OMG did I just say that out loud... Ok Haley calm down maybe he didn't hear you. " Heyy .... The doctors just told me they are going to put her on a ventilator ", he looks at me . I stand up, I walk closer to him about arm lengths apart. "Yeah, I really hope she makes it, I can't standing losing three of my favorite people", I say as he slowly steps toward me . There is no one else in the waiting room. "Don't every worry about me being with "her" ever again I only need one person in my life other than my mom", he laughs, I laugh. Before I could answer, he kiss me like he never kissed me before , we just stand there then he stops for one second and says "wait I always look good even when I don't try , but only you would know that ", he says, as I realize that he did hear me and my face turns bright red, "well I guess I can't disagree with the truth, I say, as we laugh before he kisses me again. We walk off to talk over dinner at San Miguel's .

**Dinner**
~HB's P.O.V.~
As we walk over to dinner at San Miguel's. , I am so happy that I finally can be happy again , I am just scared that it might go wrong at the dinner. Fingers crossed, that it doesn't .
We both order our food , and I catch myself staring at her. She looks beautiful, she wears a white/pearl tank top that I think I brought her with Capri skinny jeans ." So ", she says grinning at me with that face . I just can't help myself and I kiss her . "Your a pretty good kisser ", I accidentally say out loud . " umm.. Thanks I guess", she says laughing. "Thanks for what ", I ask confused. "You just said you such a good kisser ", "Oh, I thought I said that to my self" . Boys might agree to disagree but guys do blush and this really happens . "Ok , so what did you wanna talk.......... Riiiiinnngggggg, Haley's phone goes she answer it . All I heard was,"is this Haley ******** , yes do you need something ,.,, actually yes we have came to find a mass amount of cells around your lungs we think you have ........ Haley's starts crying!

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