Unexpected (Angelina Jolie)

Chapter 30. Will you ever forgive me?

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Standing outside of a small but homely looking house, nerves start to kick in. Never have I entered this place where someone I know so well lives. Planted flowers surround the front garden and a BMW X5 sits in the driveway. I count to three before knocking so lightly I would be a surprised if anyone heard.

What if it's awkward or they don't want to see me? I wasn't exactly nice to them.

But that person did hear and answered the door within a few minutes. "Sophie?" I look up to meet his shocked eyes staring into mine like he is trying to read my thoughts or suss out why now I decide to suddenly turn up at his front door. My answer to that would be: after Johnny left I just had to get out. What Johnny said hurt me but what hurt more is that it was true. 'She has your blood' Those words are killing me inside and I just had to see a familiar face who I knew would always be there for me. I'm cut out of my thoughts when the front door starts to close in front of me.

"Wait!" I shout shoving my foot in the doorway. "Jason, please!" I'm literally begging. How pathetic do I look? "Please just let me explain." A crack of thunder rings throughout and I give him a pleading look as the first drops of rain starts to fall. His hurt and broken eyes that I'm afraid I caused finally give me a softer look as he lets me in.

My eyes roam around and notice a few coats and bags hung up; were his parents home? I wouldn't want to meet them right now as they probably saw everything I put their son through, I was so harsh on him when I should have just listened. Why am I thinking all of this now? Well I guess when everything around you starts to fall apart you reflect; he has never left my side especially not when i needed him most... In London.

Walking to his house brung back memories of our date in Hyde Park and the first moment I saw him; Angelina might have left me but I know one thing... Jason never will.

He leads me into the conservatory which is nice and warm and the pit, pats of the rain creates a nice, calm atmosphere. Jason sits on a plain white bean bag and I sit on the one opposite him.

"I just wanted to say I'm so so..."

"What are you doing here Soph?" His voice cold. "You're not here to apologise, I can read your thoughts a mile off... So what is it?" He softens a little but his eyes still have the look of being hurt.

"I made a mistake. I was so angry when Angelina had brought you to the house without warning me that I felt like I couldn't talk to her anymore. I needed to talk to someone so I e-mailed my father...Johnny under Angelina's email. Long story short, Johnny wants me away from Angelina and Brad and will stop at nothing to do it." Taking in a big breath after telling all I could without getting tearful, Jason still holds the look of confusion.

"If you don't want to go then he can't take you; so what are you so afraid of?"

"He has done this before... With Maddox. He has ways Jason; He tried to prevent Angelina from having Maddox, saying she has a drug problem which she doesn't anymore. To be honest I don't even know why I'm sticking up for her; she isn't exactly the best mother in the world." I don't know what I'm more upset about; being taken away by Johnny, Angelina never loving me or the fact that I would never see the kids again.

"Angelina loves you and you know that! She took you all the way to London so you could be with Christine, leaving the kids and Brad behind. All she does is talk about you and when she saw you upset about me? Well, she ended the trip to Cambodia early so I could explain; the lady you heard on the phone was my cousin! All she has ever done is love you and you can see the regret and guilt in her eyes when she is with you. She is by far a great mother and you should be grateful you have her!"

I stare at Jason, taking in everything. He is right about it all but why did she say those words to Johnny? And was being unready and too young really a good enough reason to give up your child? Your own flesh and blood?

A tear forms in my eye before escaping, falling down my left cheek and my breathing speeds up.

"Hey, hey. It's okay. No need to panic, you aren't going anywhere and you have done nothing wrong." He slides over to me before embracing me in a hug, his voice soft. I let out a deep breaths and burry my head in his shoulder, my tears staining his jumper.

"Will you ever forgive me?" I utter without thinking.

"Soph, whatever you do and however bad it is... You could never loose me." He stands up taking my hand before escorting me out the house. "Lets go sort things with Angie? That could help." I just nod my head while holding onto his hand, my head still on his shoulder as we walk in the pouring rain.