Medicated Love // Weston Koury // PART 1

Chapter 4: Every Drop

Savanna POV:

Forgive me for what I am about to do. I closed my eyes and walked into the bathroom. I took the items out of the box and began. 

Weston POV:

I fell to my knees staring at the blood on the floor. There was a blade on a towel with blood all over. I covered my mouth and teared up. Why would a beautiful and amazing girl like her do this to herself. I just don't understand. And then it hit me! Mario. What the hell did he do to her? I have to find out. I stood up when i saw a box with a bag of blades, pills, bandages, and towels. I grabbed the box and walked out. I sat back down next to her as i looked at her. She was peaceful and calm. I took off her long crop top revealing her bra but i didn't care. I looked at her arms, 8 cuts on each. I cried, tears dripping on my shirt. Why am i crying? I have only known her for 24 hours but i felt like i have known her my whole life. Why would she do this to herself!? I was so mad and i had so many questions. But I wasn't mad at her. I was mad at the box and i was even more mad at Mario. This is his fault. I got some bandages and wrapped up her cuts. I covered her in her blanket and took a chair and sat there. An hour passed when she started to wake up. I sat there staring at her with the box in my hand. She looked at her arms, and then at me. "Weston? What are you-" "Why?" She looked confused. "What would you do this Savanna? Is it me. Please just..." I stood up covering my face with my hands. I was so upset. She stood up and took my hands down from my face. She leaned in and kissed me with her soft lips. I held her waist as I kissed her more. I let go holding her arms to her face and looked at them. "I'm sorry Weston. Its not you. It's just what Mario...." She stopped and sat down sniffling. I held her and hugged her. "Take your time." I took her hand and the box and went to the bathroom. She looked at me with tears dripping off her cheeks. I flushed every item down the toilet. She just stared at me.

Mario POV:

I grabbed my stuff and texted my dad to pick me up. I waited outside as i texted Weston.

Weston, I know you are pissed at me. But i will tell you later. I just cant rn. Please forgive me.

I clicked send and saw my dad pull up. I got in and looked back at his house. What if he never forgives me. 

Savanna POV:

Weston and I were cuddling in my bed. It was like 3 P.M and i just laid there. His arms were around me and I felt safe with him. I turned to him and gave him a half smile. He smiled back. "Please stay." I looked at him hoping he would. "I wouldn't leave for the world." He said as he kissed me and I kissed back. I sat up as he followed my lead. I held both of his hands and looked into his eyes. "I'm ready." Weston looked shocked. "Already? I mean we have only known each other for 24 hours but okay i guess." He began taking off his shirt. "Wait, what? NOOOO!! Not sex geez." I laughed as he smiled. "I'm ready to tell you........about Mario." Weston widened his eyes and nodded. "Okay." I took a deep breath and continued to hold his hands. "Well, it happened a year ago when we started talking on Instagram for months on end. I kind of liked him so we decided to meet for a weekend. When we met, it was fun and we talked. But he started talking about wanting to have sex. I kept trying to change the subject but he uh.......he wouldn't stop." I started choking up. There was a long silence. Weston took a deep breath and said,"Savanna......did-.....did Mario..............rape you?" (Sorry for the explicit content) I started shaking as i slowly nodded. I didn't look at Weston, I just stared at the bed. "He just wanted to and i was scared so I agreed, but i wanted to stop but he......he didn't. Finally he stopped when i started crying. I just ran out and we never talked again." Weston began to breath heavily. I feel so bad for telling him because Mario must be his really good friend. "He made a mistake Weston. It was over a year ago.Maybe he's changed?" I asked looking into his eyes. He looked at me as tears ran down his cheeks. "Savanna, it wasn't a mistake! He purposely did that to you. And know your doing this to yourself because of him! ITS NOT OK!! You practically trembled when you so him!" I began to cry as he rubbed my arms lightly going over my cuts. "Did you tell anyone?" Weston asked looking lost. I shook my head. "I didn't tell a single soul until now. And you won't either right?" Weston didn't answer, he just stared at me. "Weston?! You can't tell anyone. You have to swear." He still didn't answer. I began to get scared because i don't anyone to find out. "He looked up and nodded his head. "I won't tell anyone. I swear." I wrapped my arms around him as we both shook with fear. Before we knew, we both fell to sleep holding each other into the night.