jai's POV:
the doctor finally came in and told me that I can visit Ashley now. Ashley was all hooked up into these machines 'is she going to be alright?" I ask squeezing her hand "we don't know she is in coma" says the doctor, my heart sinks "do you know what drugs she took?" I ask "yes, she took pills that make her blood lower which means she has low blood and can die easily" says the doctor, I just cry "thank you doctor" I say then he leaves. "Ashley, don't do this to me, I don't know what I would do without you...please" I say crying
then Trent comes in "you alright?" asks Trent "yeh bro" I say wiping the tears "what happened" asks Trent looking at Ashley's lifeless body "she took pills" I say "where is she" says Mary running into the room, then she looks at Ashley and just breaks down "she's in coma" I say, she cried even more "hey jai" says Mary "look at this" she continues and passes me a pink diary that said Ashley infront of it...it was her diary. I read the first sentence 'why can't I be perfect? why do people hate me? I wanna die!' and it was dated 1 week ago the day she came here then I read on the next page 'I met this amazing guy, jai...he is perfect, I love him...but I don't have a chance because im an ugly slut' which made me smile, then I looked in today's entry then a piece of paper fell out I read it out
dear mum, jai, Trent, Anna, Courtney {other friends},
sorry I couldn't be strong anymore, I need to go, I don't wake up everyday to be treated like crap, I don't wake up everyday to not be noticed, I don't wake up everyday to be harassed. jai I love you...thank you, you saved me but I can't do this anymore, I can't. yeh I act all bubbly and happy because I don't want to be an attention seeker, but I have secrets. sorry to hurt you guys, but i don't belong in this world, i can't be accepted, I need to go. see you all soon.
it hurt me to read that, how can I not fucking know she was going through something like that? I don't deserve her, how could I?
Ashley's POV:
it was jai! 'is she going to be alright?" asks jai squeezing my hand, I tried to squeeze my hand but I just couldn't stupid coma! "Ashley, don't do this to me, I don't know what I would do without you...please" I hear jai say when the doctor leaves, I change my mind about everything, I don't want to go, ahhh i don't want to be in coma anymore. I finally hear Trent come in, then jai starts crying and I feel his year drop on my hand...I just want to hug him right now!
sorry I didn't update for a while.
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