The Story of Us

Part Four

Monday,

I decided to go to school today. I can't imagine what's happening right now. If any of the dumb ass nurses do something to you so help me god.

I can't focus on anything. Everything is blurred, and everyone is asking me what happened to you. I'm breaking down completely, and I fucking miss you.

It's not right for you to not be here in Geography with me, and Haiden, and everyone else.

Haiden is your best fucking friend, why the hell hasn't he come to see you. Jesus christ.

You may be smart, but you sure as shit don't have the best taste in friends. I love your friends because I love you. Well, I like two or three of your friends. Haiden is cool. Levi is my height, so I like him. Jackson is my homie, Jackson is my favorite. Well besides you.

Tuesday,

Surprise. Your dad came to the hospital today. I was so surprised, and I don't think he realized that we were dating. It's been almost a year and a half, did you not tell him?

He asked me who I was, and not in the nicest way either.

"Who the fuck are you?"

"I'm his girlfriend..."

"Why the fuck haven't I ever heard about you?"

I walked out, I couldn't handle him. There's so much stress going on that I couldn't handle being in the same room as him.
___________________________________Phoenix's POV:

I hear you baby. I hear him too, I'm sorry he was such a dick to you. You don't deserve that. He's an alcoholic, that's why I never wanted you to meet him. That's why my mom left him, so many years ago.

I want to tell you that it'll be okay. I want to hug you, and I want to kiss you until your fears subside. I want to hug you and love you until you can't breathe.

I want everything to be okay, and I want you to know that I can hear you. But there's no way to let you know. I wish there was some way to speak with you.
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Lynn's POV:

Wednesday,

I didn't go to school yesterday. Or today. I wanted to be with you. I can't go to school until there's signs of you getting better.

I think you can hear me. Every time I tell you I love you, I hear your heart rate jump on the monitor.

I love you. I love you. I love you.

Wednesday, Later;

The nurses came back in today, this is the first time I've been awake in awhile.

I like the one nurse, Brianna. She's really nice, her hair is also gorgeous. I wish that you could see her. You'd think she was pretty. Just the way she walks, and talks. She has a good sense of humor, you always have a good sense of humor.

I miss your jokes, even the bad ones. I miss hearing your laugh. It always made me so happy. I love hearing your stories. Even the dumb ones. I remember one time we were walking home from school, and you told me a story about when you were cliff diving. I tried to understand what you were talking about, because I've never been.

You always talked about the most thrilling occasions in your life. Since my dad is a drunk, and my mom is a meth addict, I've never really had any good memories, at least at home.

Ever since we were little, I've only had good memories with you. You've been my best friend since we were little.

I can't fucking lose you.