Just Another Girl In The Crowd

Part 7

PART 7

I look over at Luke who is now very sleepy.

"Luke, where should I go now?" I whisper to him, the rest of the boys are asleep.

"Come to bed with me babe" he murmurs back sleepily.

His sleepy voice is so sexy what the fuck.

"Shouldn't I go?" I whisper in his ear.
I feel his arm tighten around me slightly and his breath on my neck.

"Stay with me" he replies, his warm breath tingling my skin.

I relax into his grip and nestle my head into the side of his neck.

"I can't..." I murmur to him.

He pulls away and looks at me.

"Why not?" He slowly mutters.

"Well what if someone sees me? I don't want to be hated on like every other girl... I'm in the fandom and I know what some fans are like." I reply sadly.

He rolls his eyes. "That shouldn't stop it."
I sigh. "What are we Luke?" Slowly I mutter.

He frowns at me and my cheeks turn red with embarrassment.

"I don't know. You're just like a groupie." He replies.

A fucking groupie?! Is that it? I thought he loved me? I don't want to be used for sex and publicity!!

"I'm not a groupie!" I suddenly snap back.
He holds up his hands. "You what?"
"I'm not one of your stupid groupies. You aren't using me for sex!!" I angrily murmur, trying not to wake up the other boys.

"I'm not using you for sex." Luke replies, trying to calm me down slightly by playing with my hair. "I'm just trying to have fun. I'm 19 years old."

"Well I'm 16?! I'm not being used for anything by YOU." I snap and point at him.

I go to get up but he pulls me back.
"What's bought this on?! Jesus Christ! Can't you accept that I'm young and a celebrity?! This is why I don't get with fans!!" He snaps back at me.

I sigh and begin to cry.

"I have a secret and the girl that beat me up is going to tell everyone at school. I can't go back and I don't want to be used AGAIN." I sob.

"Hey, stop crying." He gently whispers and pulls me into a hug, wiping away my tears gently.

"Do you think it's that easy?" I whisper, crying quietly still.

He shakes his head and kisses my nose.
"Look, I wasn't trying to use you. But I can't be official with you..." He murmurs and kisses the top of my head, his breath warming my head.

"I understand that. Who would want to be with me anyway?" I laugh at myself, pity filling me.

He sighs. "I don't mean it like that. But what did you mean by being used again? What's happened? What's the secret?" He asks.

I rub away my tears for the final time and take a deep breath.
I'm going to have to tell him...