Reminder To Self

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Reminder To Self:

Never listen to old songs,

Not when you're all alone,

And you have nothing but your phone.


Reminder To Self:

These songs will bring up things,

Like driving to get ice cream at midnight,

And dad screaming the lyrics.


Reminder To Self:

You're Beautiful is the song that hurts the most,

Because it was his favorite,

And he sang it to you to boast.


Reminder To Self:

You will remember his crisp business suit,

You will remember the way he held the wheel,

You will remember his laugh.


Reminder To Self:

You will remember sitting in the balcony,

You will remember the silence,

You will remember how amazing it was.


Reminder To Self:

You will remember dancing with him,

You will remember him tripping you for fun,

You will remember both of you collapsing.


Reminder To Self:

The memories hurt,

Because he isn't here anymore,

He's gone. 



Fuck,

It hurts.





A/N:

Hey guys. Its been about a month? I honestly didn't expect to be updating to soon because updates mean that I'm being sad again but Spotify just had to have a "Sounds Like High School" playlist and I just had to click it and yeap the rest is history. 

I hope you guys are fine. As I always say, you can always inbox me if you want to talk :) I love you guys for reading!

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