Average// Sammy wilk

Part 23

"Sammy get of me!" I say squatting his hand off me
"We need to talk!"
"No we don't your clearly happy with ALL the girls your with and I'm happy with Logan!" I yell defensively.

"That Logan guy was a dick from the start you can't be dating who ever you want and going out with every guy you want you know asha! You can't be so slutty look at what your wearing, how your acting you've changed too much it's not good!"

"Your jealous of him! I can wear what I like and do what I want you don't own me! We're not dating anymore my business is not yours so back the fuck off! And why do you care you've obviously moved on!" I say now erupting with tears, my face flushed as people listen.

"I haven't and I can't, those girls their distractions, their not you! No one is and I want you back and whenever I try I fuck up I've been a jerk but give me a shot at redemption to prove I'm a good guy!"

He sighs, I look down at my feet, he steps closer and rest his warm hand on my bare exposed shoulder, I shudder and pull away but his hand reminds me of his touch, and the way he used to... Don't give up one false hopes.

"Remember the sleepless nights on the roof?"
Of course how could I forget
"Or the places we went, got lost in"
Just in your eyes Sammy.
"Or the way I made you feel in my embrace safe"
I miss that.
"The laughs and tears, joy and fears!"
We were inseparable.
"The jealous we beheld in a true loves kiss" he taunts me.
I miss that too, more importantly I miss you Samuel, because I love you, but you can't know because then I would loose this game of love.
"The way your smile lit up the world and you were my world"
I would never forget that even if it's a different time and place for ever I'll have those previous memories. Treasures.

"Sammy I still love you" I run into his arms, I stop crying everything in that moment freezes, I'd stay there for a million years, in his sweet embrace, ignorant of everyone else.

"Never let go again" he whispers softly.
"I won't" I whisper back.
And that's how Sammy and I forgave each other and decided we were serendipitous fate, destiny perhaps but nevertheless we belonged.

He took me by the hand and we walked out of the party I took my heels of and we ran, as far as the eye could see beyond the Forrest and lake and beaches and everything, everyone.

We sat beneath a tree canopy, we didn't kiss we didn't play on our phones or hook up, or laugh, or joke, instead we looked into each other's got lost in each other's gazes and we spoke softly of our dreams.

How we would never loose each other and grow old together and start a family and when the sun came up, I knew the boy I wanted to spend the rest of my life with was Samuel Howard wilkinson.

The only boy I'll ever truly love.