Pieces of the Rose (Sequel to I Am Mrs. Malik?)

Chapter 5

Ally's POV

Its the morning after I called Zayn and Harry. Hearing Harry's voice made my heart melt. I hated to hear him so hopeful. We are over and I hate it. I miss him but my heart belongs to Zayn. I still love Harry though. I am so glad I don't have to deal with deciding who I love, because I love both of them. I made the right decision to leave.

I didn't sleep much last night, I was crying for most of the night. I hated hearing Zayn's voice and his determination to find me. Why can't he just let me be? He deserves better, he will be happier to without me. I just know it.  

I have off of work today, so I get to just sit around the house. It sucks not being able to live your life without living in fear of someone noticing who you are. I decide to go on the computer. I go on twitter, one of the best past times besides Tumblr. I scroll down and see that everyone is tweeting about how the boys haven't been seen together. This is my fault. I decide to tweet.

@ALLYMALIK: I am missing my boys being together, when is your vacation over?

I get thousands of replies from fans, but I got one that I didn't expect.

@1loverof1D: Zayn is the reason the boys are apart. Maybe tell your hubby to stop fucking you and get out to see the boys.

Ugh. If they only knew.

@ALLYMALIK: Just to let you all know I am not with my husband either. I am on a vacation too.

Then my replies are all asking me where I am and for me to follow them.

I look back on my timeline and everyone is freaking out about where I am, why am I not with Zayn, where are the rest of the boys and why haven't they tweeted.

I get off of Twitter and turn off my computer. What to do now? It's now around 1 in the afternoon. I guess I could go out to eat. I forgot to go shopping and my fridge is empty.

I drive to the dinner I work at, I get a discount.

"Hi John" I say to him as I walk in.

"What are you going to eat today?" He asks pointing to the table I can sit at.

"I will probably have the mac and cheese and a milkshake!" I said getting really excited.

"Okay and do you mind if I join you, I get off in 5 minutes."

"Only if you get some French fries" I say.

"Is someone having a bad day? I mean its all your comfort food." He says.

"You know to much about me and kind of, its a long story."

" I can here all about it when I get back. People say I'm a good listener." He says and walks away.

Ten minutes later John comes back with our food.

"Okay talk" He says sitting across from me in the booth.

"I don't know if I am ready...I mean it's complicated" I say eating some mac and cheese.

"Ally, If you don't talk about it you will drive yourself crazy. I can see that you are going crazy already." He says eating his burger.

"Fine, but it is kind of really long and you might not want to hear it and-"

"I want to hear, I am your friend, I care about you" He says.

"Okay, so my really name is Allison Malik, I am married to Zayn Malik of one direction." I say and pause, waiting for his reaction.

"Really?! I thought you were...uh single..." He says with a confused look.

"Yeah I am...I guess, I will finish telling you my life story and you might understand." I say.

I tell John everything from the day my mom was murdered to now. He was quiet the whole time taking in everything I had to tell him. It felt like bricks were being lifted of my shoulders.

"Wow...That is complicated but I am always her for you. Don't be scared to ever talk to me." He says grabbing my hand. I give him a smile.

"Thanks for listening. I feel so much better."

"I told you! I am always right, but I think we should leave we have been here for 3 hours now...." He says laughing.

"Oh! I didn't notice that we were here that long, I have to get back home" I say getting up. John walks me out to my car.

"Um...I think you have a flat tire" He says and I look at the front driver side wheel.

"Ugh! No! Zayn is going to kill me! This is his favorite car!" I yell.

"I can drive you home and tomorrow I will bring a spare tire and fix it for you." He says.

"Really? You would do that for me?" I ask.

"Yeah after all you have been through I think I can fix your tire for you." He says and I hug him.

"Thank you!" I say while we are hugging.

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We pull into the driveway of the cabin.

"Thank you again for driving me, I guess I will see you tomorrow" I say getting out of the car.

"Yeah, see you tomorrow" He says.

I start to walk away but I start to think about how I am going to be alone in the house and I am sick of being alone.

"Wait, do you want to come inside...we could hangout" I say.

"Uh, sure" he says putting the car in park.

We get to the front door and go to unlock it.

"The door is unlocked?" I say a like scared.

"I never leave it unlocked." I say.

"Here you stay behind me." he says and I move behind him.

He walks through the door and I follow him. I look at the floor and notice the pile of shoes.

"They found me." I say and freeze.

"Ally, do you want to leave? We can leave." John says but I just stand there,

"They found me. How?" I manage to say in my frozen state.