Same Mistakes

Chapter 9: Same Mistakes

Chapter 9: Same Mistakes

"YOU WHAT!?!?"

Louis yelled not believing what I just told him

"she came over and we hugged then we kissed and-"

Louis put his hand up signaling me to stop

"but if Niall never knocked on the door you would've slept with her"

I sighed

"do you have any idea where she might be?"

Louis asked I sighed

"I don't know"

I answered feeling a bit a guilty.

"Maybe shes with Niall"

Louis told me while he took a sip of his tea

"I hope"

I lied I think I'm developing feelings for yn but I mean me and yn were friends for while we met way before she met Niall.... and I always had a crush on her but I think old feelings are coming back.

~Niall's POV~

"I know you didn't cheat on me yn but he is one of my best mates"

I reminded her she sighed

"I'm sorry Niall I really am"

yn got on her knees and placed her hands on my knees

"yn I think we can get past this but I don't know if I can ever forgive you"

I got up from the bed and walked out of the room. I didn't want to start crying again I mean I love this girl so much but we keep making the same mistakes our relationship never gets better it either gets worse or it stays the same. I heard yn follow me

"BUT YOU SAID SORRY"

she grabbed my shoulder which pulled me back. Instead of sadness anger took over me

"FOR THE BLONDE GIRL SITUATION NOTHING ELSE"

I stomped over to the hallway closet and grabbed my coat I needed to clear my head I thought I wanted her back but to be honest I don't know if that was such a good idea for both of us.

"WHERE YOU GOING!?!?"

she yelled pulling my coat off

"DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND WE GOT BACK TOGETHER FOR LIKE A DAY AND WERE ALREADY FIGHTING DO YOU THINK THAT'S NORMAL!?!?"

I yelled to her it was quiet for about five minutes. Both of us were a little calmer I sighed

"I thought I wanted to make this work"

I paused and thought of the right words to say

"I really want you in my life but we just keep going in circles we try to fix it but we end up blaming each other for every little thing"

I sighed again

"and I always pray that we would get better I really do but we just don't get any better when something is wrong you don't tell me anything how do you expect us to get better if you don't tell me whats wrong i'm not a mind reader"

yn looked like she wanted to cry but she held it in

"are you saying we should break up?"

she said wiping her tears I sighed and wiped my eyes I took my coat from her hands

"I just need to clear my head"

she looked at me unbelieving whats happening right now. I wanted to leave fast before tears start to fall but I don't want to leave her like this but she left me like that. I placed a kiss on her forehead and walked towards the door

"if you leave I'm gone and I'm serious this time"

I turned around and saw her eyes drowning in water

"don't test me"

she told me sternly I bit my lip yn leaving for a while I think would be the best for the both of us.

"Tell Harry I said hi"

just like that I was gone I hope I don't regret this decision later but I think its for the best I'm tired of making the same mistakes.

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