Same Mistakes

Chapter 13: Why Do I Love You So Much?

Chapter 13: Why Do I Love You So Much?

~Niall's POV~

I sat in Sally's pizzeria for about ten minutes waiting for yn to come. I mean I was a little early but I just wanted to get this conversation over with. I took a sip of my coffee which is now cold I then placed it on the table and waited for yn. A bunch of things were going through my head which made me more anxious then I saw the door open and saw yn opening the door for this family behind her she was smiling brightly and so was the family. Yn brought joy to everyone I saw the mum thanking her yn just nodded her head and waved goodbye I smiled to myself and remembered why I fell in love with her it's because she makes me happy. I mean she does a lot of shit that annoys the crap out me and I just want to kill her but I can't help but smile. Yn scanned the pizzeria for me and finally spotted me she walked towards me with a shy smile

"uh hi Niall"

I got up from the booth and gave her a hug she was sorta surprised but she hugged me back. She sat down and smiled wide

"thank you for meeting me"

she placed her coat on the table and fixed her hair

"yeah so what's up?"

she sighed loudly

"um well I don't know how to put this or say I mean we're not dating anymore but I still love you very much and my feelings for you are still strong I still care about you"

I looked down and tried to cover up my smiling

"I feel the same but it's not heathy for us to be together".

I looked up and saw yn wipe her eyes

"you're right"

she took a long pause

"then this should be an easy decision"

I stared at yn confused

"what are you talking about?"

she took a sip of my cold coffee and placed it back on the table

"my boss expanded the company to Australia"

I remembered yn always talking about her boss wanting to expand the company but could never because was money tight

"that's great!"

I said smiling

"down under is beautiful"

she half smiled

"yeah I remember the pictures you use to send me... And I remembered that one time we facetimed and a lizard crawled behind you"

I laughed

"I remember that oh god I nearly peed myself"

we both began to laugh I went to grab her hand like I forgot we were over so I stop myself and grabbed the napkin instead

"so that's what you wanted to tell me?"

she sighed loudly

"well there's more to it"

"here are your pizzas"

the lady handed us a slice each she gave me my usual the meat supreme and yn the veggie special

"awwww my favorite"

she smiled wide

"yeah I remembered when we use to come here all the time you ordered the same thing"

she smiled and took a bite

"so you were saying"

I grabbed my pizza and took a bite she wiped her mouth

"um right"

she paused then took a sip of the water next to her

"my boss.... uh he wants me.... I'm....."

"yn just say it"

I said smiling then took my water into a big gulp "he wants to me to go to Australia with him"

I spite out my water it went everywhere

"what?"

I said unbelieving the situation

"I think it would be the best for the both of us"

I slammed my fists on the table

"no yn it won't be"

she looked at me with anger

"Niall calm down, were over anyway I mean you seem to be doing just fine"

I looked at her sternly

"what is that suppose to mean?" I asked angrily

"nothing Niall nothing" she began to grow annoyed

"well you seem to be doing fine with Harry"

her mouth dropped

"you. did. not. just. go. there."

she said sternly

"yeah I did"

she grabbed the water and threw it all over me she got up with tears rushing down her face

"FUCK YOU NIALL GO FUCK ANOTHER REPORTER WHY DONT YOU"

I turned so red I just lost it. yn ran out I ran after her. She ran to her car and opened it then slammed it shut

"YN WAIT"

I was running after her car when I tripped over a rock. I got up and saw yn's car drive away I got up and limped to my car tears rushing down my face my jaw tightening I punched my car door then got in.

"Why do I love you so much?"