What do you think of the new cover? If any of you could help me with covers it would be brilliant and you earn a shoutout and stuff xox
Jj❤️: Simon I can't see you I'm not accepted and I need to be normal and fit in I love you but my family will hate me.
Jj changed Simon❤️ username to Simon😶
Simon😶:Jj what are you talking about! Is this a prank???
Simon😶: Olajide?
Simon😶 changed Jj❤️ username to IWillAlwaysLoveYouOlajideOlatunji,ForeverAndAlways💔
Simon😶: I guess we're done. Jj just do one more thing, tell me you love me?
Simon😶:...
What Jj did not know is that before they started seeing eachother is that Simon was going through severe depression. It all started after the incident, Simon got hit by a car. His mum was driving the car. Only one of them made it out alive. Every week Simon visits his mum it's the only place he can think clearly and where he can cry. Vik Harry and Ethan say he can talk to them whenever but Simon doesn't want to talk to them he wants to talk to Jj. Not behind a stupid screen. In person where he can hold him and cry into his shoulder. Where he can kiss him. Where he can love him. Now that Jjs gone Simon is pointless,he used to believe everyone in life had a purpose but now he's not so sure.
Simon dials number into his phone. "Josh? Yes it's me... Yeah yeah I'm fine.Do me a favour and deliver this message to Jj without reading it, cheers byee". Simon puts down the phone and sighs
Jjs PoV "Jj?" I heard Josh "Yeah man what's up?" "Come hear" "Do I have to?" "Yes" "Alright! chill" Josh gave me his phone and I held it up to my ear my heart shook when I heard whose voice it was. Hello its me😂this is Simon Minter I'm not doing this to hurt you, it's what's best his voice was trembling you've left me so I thought I'd tell you the truth 3 days before you-the love of my life started talking to me I had just gotten out of hospital I was barely alive and my mum was dead. I was going to do this earlier but then I saw the light that day you said hi, it gave me hope. Olajide Olatunji I want you to know I will never stop loving you even if we can't be together cause of one of your fucked up reasons. I remember when I received a message from you and my heart skipped a beat. When we went to London and your skin touched mine was the best time of my life and you will be the last one I think about. I'm ending myself today because I am shattered inside, worthless like one of those toys that you can't fix and your mum just throws away. My mum can't throw toys away, she can't even breath for fucks sake, it's all my fault you shouldn't have gotten in the way of her fucking car.
No amount of sleep could cure the tiredness I feel. Tired. Tired of trying Tired of hoping Tired of coping Tired of existing Tired of breathing Tired of living I'm done
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