One [Ot4]

•Shopping•

A bit of a longer chapter this time to make up for the last chapter.

(I swear I'm getting back into updating this time, I just like to wait for the votes to go up)

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Ashton's pov.

We all make our way into the mall.

"I personally think we should go underwear shopping" Calum says looking at us all with a cocky grin.

Mikey and Luke nod and so here we are in calvin klein, me with boxers, Mikey with female boxers and Luke with panties.

We start heading towards the fitting room.

"How about a fashion show since the fitting rooms are empty?" Calum says with a wink making my eyes widen.

Luke looks at me and then at Calum and says says "I think we should just go and try them on with just you, one by one"

I let out a quiet breath when Calum agrees instantly.

Luke's pov.

Me and Calum go into a fitting room first while mashton wait outside.

This is the perfect time to tell him about Ash before it's Ashton's turn to come in here I think to myself.

"Erm..Calum" I say making sure to call him by his real name as we are in public.

He nods for me to continue.

"Before I try these on I just think I should tell you, this morning I saw Ash staring at himself shirtless in the mirror rather disgusted, I don't think he likes his body and I'm a bit confused since he let me and mikey watch you and him do stuff in the cabin...but yeah, I thought it was best to tell you before he has to try stuff on infront of you.." I say quietly so Ash and Mikey don't hear.

Cal furrows his eyebrows "but his body is so beautiful? Oh! And that's why you said one at a time right? How kind of you love" he says stepping forward to kiss me making me blush.

"Thank you for telling me, I'm sure I'll get to the bottom of it all yeah?" He continues.

>>>smol time skip to afTeR Luke has tried on his panties #sorrynotsorry<<<

I kiss Calum on the cheek glancing down at the tent in his jeans before winking at him and skipping out of the fitting room.

"Ashton" Cal calls from the changing room.

Ashton's pov

I walk into the fitting room slowly and Calum smiles brightly when he sees me stepping forward to kiss me on the lips.

I give him a fake smile and start to unbutton my pants.

Before I can unbutton them I feel his hand on mine causing me to look at him and furrow my  eyebrows.

"You don't have to try them on if you don't want to" he says to me softly.

I start to panic in my head when he says this. Why does he think I don't want to? Oh god, oh god.

"Ash? Baby?" Cal says worried.

I snap out of it and say "w-what, no, why would I not want to?" nervously laughing at the end.

"You just seem a little hesitant that's all" he says.

"Ugh, I'm sorry" I say getting fustrated at myself.

He gives me a sad smile and places his hand on my cheek.

"How about you tell me what's wrong love? Talk to me" he says quietly.

I sit on the small chair in the corner of the box room and sigh rubbing my face with both hands before looking up at Cal.

I breath out slowly "o-okay so I really do want to be submissive but I feel so dom all the time, I mean l-look at me, do I look like a sub? No, my body makes the situation worse, Luke and Mikey  both have the right bodies to be a sub and I hate mine because it's the opposite and I really don't know what I want anymore" I say trying not to cry at how fustrated I am.

"Babe, it doesn't matter what you look like you can be whatever and whoever you want to be, I personally fùcking love your body, I don't care if you look dom" Calum replies pulling me up.

"And are you saying you are confused because you don't know if you are feeling dom because you want to be dom or if you still want to be a sub baby?" Calum continues.

"Yes! That's exactly how I feel, you get me, someone gets me" I say.

"Well this can be like a test then can't it? Where you see if this is the kind of lifestyle you want?" Calum says smiling.

"Y-yeah that's why I signed up, it's just I don't want to leave you all if the lifestyle isn't for me, I already like you all so much" I say sadly.

"Oh, don't you worry babe, I'm not letting you go anywhere, if it's not for you we will figure something out okay?" Calum says.

"Okay, thank you" I say hugging him.

"That's okay Ashy, just don't hate your body because it looks dom because we all love how your body is" Cal says.

"I won't hate it, as long as I know you Mikey and Lukey don't hate it" I say smiling.

"Now come on, you can try yours on at home sometime, I'm pretty sure I heard Michael go with Luke to try his on because we were taking so long" Calum says with a chuckle.

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Muke chapter up next where Michael goes to try his stuff on with Lukeeeeeee.

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