One [Ot4]

·Daddy?·

PLS DON'T HATE ME FOR THIS CHAPTER, CAL IS SUCH A PUPPY BYE

This is not edited AT ALL, published it so soon especially for chocchipash

Ashton's pov

I wake up and check the time.

9:10am.

I doubt anybody else will be awake at this time.

After lying in bed thinking about it I decide to go wake Cal up because the other two get a lot more grumpy when woken up.

I push Calum's door open and find him tangled in his sheets, sleeping on his tummy.

I walk over and pull back the sheets a bit revealing his bare back before gently patting it.

He only stirs a bit in his sleep.

I sit on the edge of the bed and shake him slightly while quietly saying "wake uppppppp"

"Mm- daddy no" he grumbles in his sleep.

My eyes widen as I almost fall off the bed wondering if I heard that right.

I stare with wide eyes for a moment longer before Calum's eyes begin to open and I quickly regain myself.

"Ah good morning baby" Calum says with a smile as his eyes adjust to the light.

I simply smile back, still thinking about what he said.

Calum sits up slightly and moves over for me yawning.

I put my head on his shoulder and he sighs happily.

"So I've been wondering" he starts "It's been 5 months now, what's the update on the whole sub/dom situation?"

I sit in silence for a minute or so before answering:

"I don't really know, I love how it is but I still feel the same way and I don't know"

He hums in thought but before he can answer I decide to speak up about before.

"Um- you know- you know when I came in to erm- wake y-you up?" I stutter out, sitting up to look at him.

He furrows his eyebrows "Yeah? Why are you so nervous all of a sudden?" he asks  concerned.

"Well-well when I tried to wake you up the first time you um- said something.." I say quietly.

"Oh? What did I say babe?" He says, obviously confused.

"Daddy" I whisper.

"What was that?" He says leaning in a bit closer.

"You said daddy" I say a bit louder.

Calum's eyes go wide at that and he looks around the room as if he's looking for the answer.

"Well-um, that's a b-bit strange" he says, nervously chuckling.

"Why would you just like..say that though?" I question quietly.

He looks around again before looking at me "look, I'm not going to lie to you right now" he says with a sigh.

"Okay?" I say, now I'm confused.

He won't look at me and he looks pretty nervous.

I grab his chin and face him towards me before kissing him.

"It's okay y'know, you can tell me anything" I say with a big smile.

"I used to be submissive, I had a daddy and everything, I just needed a change, he didn't treat me right and I wanted subs of my own so I can treat mine different to how I was treated y'know?" He says quietly, almost whispering.

We sit in silence for a while before I speak up.

"Do you miss it?"

He looks up at the ceiling.

"I sometimes miss being a sub, I don't miss him or my old life at all though, this one is so much better" he replies looking back at me.

I nod before lying back down and staring at the ceiling, him doing the same.

"We need to figure something out" he says.

"Yeah we do, because it's been so long and I don't know what I want and I just found out that you sometimes miss your submissive times" I say humming.

"I mean, you could always fůck me, that would solve both our problems" Calum replies bluntly.

"Hey, that's not a bad idea" I reply.

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I love how blunt cashton are in this chapter omg.

I'll publish the next chapter when the votes hit 25, only a few chapters left, really trying to end this booooook