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Ugh

OK so I left my room to go eat some bread sticks my Mom made for me(I wanted some and we had them). So I left my room, loaded my plate with 5 bread sticks and sat down. I'm on my last bread stick and then my Step-Dad freaking yells. I almost FUCKING CHOKED ON A PIECE OF GARLIC FUCKING BREAD! I'M A FUCKING TEENAGER WITH THE WORST ANGER ISSUES WITHOUT PMS! I HAVEN'T EVEN STARTED PUBERTY YET, I JUST WANT TO EAT MY FUCKING BREAD IN GOD DAMN PIECE!

So time passes after I eat the last bread stick and I grab an apple from the basket. After peeling the sticker off my Step-Dad FUCKING SCARES ME AGAIN!

Here is our conversation:

WARNING: RACISM AHEAD! IF YOU ARE HAITIAN DO NOT GET MAD AT ME, GET MAD AT MY STEP-DAD!

"GREGORY! CAN I EAT MY FUCKING APPLE IN PEACE?!"

"Sorry, what's that? I can't understand Haitian."

I'M SICK AND TIRED OF YOUR FUCKING BULLSHIT! I WOULD LOVE TO STAY AT MY FUCKING SCHOOL, AND THAT IS COMING FROM THE CHILD WHO DREADS SCHOOL! I JUST WANT TO EAT THIS FUCKING APPLE IN PIECE AND QUITE! I DON'T LIKE IT WHEN YOU COME HOME BECAUSE THEN I HAVE TO DEAL WITH YOUR SHIT! I CAN'T GO ONE GOD DAMN MOTHER FUCKING DAY WITHOUT DOING SOME STUPID SHIT FOR YOU WITHOUT YOU MENTIONING YOU'LL TAKE MY PHONE AND TABLET AWAY IF I DON'T DO IT! THEN YOU GET MAD AT ME WHEN I HAVE C'S IN ALMOST ALL MY DAMN CLASSES! DO I NEED TO EXPLAIN TO YOU THAT A LOT OF HOMEWORK IS ONLINE NOW? IF YOU KEEP TAKING MY PHONE AWAY FOR NOT WASHING A FUCKING CLEAN ASS SPOON I WON'T GET A'S AND B'S, YOU'LL JUST DRIVE ME TO FAILURE! MOM SAID IF I GET A'S AND B'S AT THE END OF THIS NINE WEEKS LEFT OF SCHOOL I CAN GET MY FUCKING DREAM SHIRT, A GLOW IN THE DARK UNDERTALE SHIRT WITH SANS ON IT! IF YOU KEEP TAKING MY PHONE AWAY I WON'T GET INTO A GOOD COLLEGE BECAUSE OF MY AWFUL GRADES IN MIDDLE SCHOOL! IT'S LIKE YOU'RE TRYING TO RUIN MY LIFE! I'VE GIVEN UP ON MY HOPES AND DREAMS BECAUSE OF YOUR SHIT! IT FEELS LIKE THE ONLY ONE WHO LOVES ME IS MOM! IF YOU WANT TO RUIN MY LIFE SO MUCH I CAN AND WILL CUT MYSELF OFF FROM THE REST OF THE WORLD IF YOU WANT ME TO!"

I SWEAR I'M ONE STEP FROM THAT FUCKING INSANE LIMIT!