I sit at McDonalds looking at Sam looking into each others eyes and right then and there I'm in heaven
He's amazing, beautiful,understanding and kind, well was..
I lost him 2 years ago he died in a car crash but the thing is I was the one drink driving
Ever since I can never stop thinking about him
I have always wanted to see him again so I have attempted suicide 15 times
Pretty scary hey
But the thing is every time I try there is this voice in my head telling me to stop continuously so for the past couple of years I have been searching to find out whos voice that is
