I wake up in the morning at 12pm and all I could think of last night was what Mum was going to tell me, so I get up and decide to go and check on her
She's asleep still with all the sheets off the bed, fan on and covered in sweat so I decide to go in the shower, get ready and maybe go and meet up with some friends
I'm in the shower washing my hair and realise how split my ends are and that my brown roots are starting to show through my black hair so I decide to go and get my hair fixed up so I get out of the shower, put on some black jeans and a crop tee-shirt
I grab my purse and get in my car so I end up at Riverwood's shopping centre
I walk into the hair dressers and the first thing I see is Haylie Southwall, Dan's Ex-Girlfriend and the jealous bitch at school who thought that Dan and I were dating, to be honest though it did look like that, but she also was the main person bullying me through my whole high schooling life and since we are now in college I haven't had to deal with her, till now...
I was thinking about sprinting and hoping she didn't see me, I'm about to run until I hear "HEY ASHLEA" being cried across the room by of course Haylie
"Hey Haylie" I say back trying to make sure I don't grab to much attention
"HOW YA BEEN?!? IT'S SO GREAT TO SEE YOU!"
I'm about to answer her till I get interrupted by her
"SO HOW'S DAN AND SAM? OH AND HOW ABOUT GOOD OL' DAD?"
She yells it so loud that everyone looks and stares great just fucking great thanks Haylie I try not to bring more attention to ourselves than she already has so I walk up to her and say
"You know exactly how damn well they are so don't give me that shit little Miss Princess, so what the fuck are you anyway a maid?"
She looks shocked but answers with
"No I'm a trainee hair dresser so how about you sit your pretty little ass down on the seat and let's get started" she grins
"You think I'm that stupid, I'm not as fucked up as you always trying to get revenge, you used to say that I am fucked up, need help and that I need to get a life and some friends, well thanks for the advice it helped a lot so how about I give the exact same advice to you little girl" I say gesturing at her tits "You obviously need it more than I do" I turn away and walk off
So much for trying to not draw attention
I wander around the shops getting some black hair dye to redo my roots myself and grab a couple other things then walk out I'm still pissed how could she just bring my Dad up like that she knows all about him and just has to fucking bring that up didn't she so I walk into the pub and sit down and order a drink and sit down at a table for two, at the exact same table number that Sam and I had on our first date at McDonalds, what are Sam and I, I mean we are expected to marry each other, have kids and live 'Happily Ever After' but what about our parents I mean if they get married then that's incest, I'm all for that kind of stuff I mean if you love someone then you should be with them no matter what don't let a name or bloodline stop that but the thing is I don't know if I exactly 'love' Sam anymore I mean with how much we have been through together over these past few months, I always thought that when Sam 'died' if it was all a dream I would hold him tight, love him forever and live 'Happily Ever After' is that even a real thing no one is ever truly happy there is always something wrong but anyway I don't think that I can do that anymore I don't know what Sam and I exactly are.
I'm sitting there nursing my empty glass thinking about all this until I hear the waiter with the beautiful hazel eyes, dark hair and tan skin pass me another drink
