Lies and secrets (( Mark Tuan x Reader ))

Chapter 10

Hannah POV

I slowly opened my eyes, I don't remember being here... I don't remember Being in Lucy's house or in marks room... I remember falling asleep at home, not here ...

I fully opened my eyes fully to find the boys and Lucy sitting and standing around the room, I looked down to my hand and Mark was holding it, his hand may have been cold but it the intention of holding my hand was warm.

I don't know why but I started to cry... I don't usually Cry. ever. Especially when people are around, I don't want to seem weak... But now I can't help it... I don't remember being here or what had happened to me...

mark came forward and hugged me, I clung to him tight. I had a guilty feeling, a feeling that I hurt them, I wasn't sure what it was. I don't recall doing anything wrong, but still I couldn't shake that feeling off me, it was clinging to me like a leech.

"its okay Hannah... I'm here" mark whispered rubbing circles on my back as he cradled me in his arms. This is why I have fallen for him, he has changed suddenly and its such a wonderful feeling... It is new to me but I don't care...

"mark I'm sorry I feel like I've done something, I don't understand, I'm so confused" I blabbed out.

"its okay Hannah don't worry shhh" he comforted me.

mark POV

She can't remember. The brew. It must of wore off. Thank fuck. She started to cry and I hugged her within a second, it kills me to see her like that.

"its okay Hannah... I'm here" I whispered rubbing circles on her back. I'm not good at stuff like this but I'm trying hard, she's my mate and once more someone who I have fallen for. Something that hasn't happened to me before. It may have only been a week or something but I've fallen hard.

"mark I'm sorry I feel like I've done something, I don't understand, I'm so confused" she cried out to hurt me. Knowing she doesn't remember what happened or anything like that, made me feel like I have a burning hole in my chest, I can't explain what happened to her, not now anyway, she's a mess. It made me hug her tighter.

"its okay Hannah don't worry shhh" I comforted. She was a mess. I had no idea what she was feeling but I wanted to hold her tighter and closer.

"Hannah... Do you remember what had happened to you?" Lucy asked I pulled away from her slightly, still hugging her. She sniffed and wiper her eyes before taking a deep breath to talk.

"what do you mean?" she asked, rubbing her eyes, we exchanged looks before looking back at Hannah.

"we found you lying down in a alley way... Do even remember?" Jr said.

"really? I thought this was Sunday..." Hannah said terrified. She really doesn't remember anything.

"it's Wednesday Hannah..." Jackson said. She looked at me with eyes of shock and fear. She must of been so confused right now, knowing that you don't remember what happened to you over a few days must be hard.

"but... Mark we were at my house... Then alpha came over... I got mad and-" she stopped and made eye contact with me. "I asked you to leave..."

"yeah... But you told Mark you would phone the police if he didn't leave on the Sunday..." BamBam said I could feel her grasp tighten in my hand.

"...what?..." she turned her attention back at me "mark I'm so sorry" she leaped forward wrapping her arms around my neck. "I didn't mean to I don't remember any of this, I'm so confused. Why did I do that? I didn't mean it"

"... You said you even hated us..." Lucy said looking down, when that fight had happened Hannah did damage to her without even touching her.

"no... No I don't... Please guys this doesn't sound like me... This is a prank right? Ha ha guys" she chuckled nervously, I think she's going to have a panic attack, I could feel her tiny heart beat speed up to an alarming rate.

"I would never say that. Well. Maybe if I was angry. yes. but I don't remember any of this. Maybe I was drunk. but I don't remember drinking. I don't understand. I'm so confused. Wait. Do you think I was hypnotized? I don't know maybe I was" Hannah said with one breath. I pulled her in to me, she was still panicking slightly but I think she was calming down, her heart beat was calming down and so was her breathing.

"oh my god..." Yugyeom said out loud face palming his forehead which grabbed our attention.

"what?" youngjae asked as we looked at Yugyeom.

"its nothing ill tell you later" he groaned in frustration. what he means is when Hannah is either asleep or away.

"okay then, Hannah get some rest and maybe you were hypnotized" JB joked making Hannah laugh. They all left leaving me with Hannah, I held her tight in my arms.

"you okay?" I said calmly to her, brushing her hair with my fingers as I felt her relaxing on my chest, she wasn't so tense anymore but I still feel like I should do something but u don't know what.

"I just don't understand mark..." she said looking up At me with her watery beautiful eyes "maybe I've just been stressed..." she gave me the weakest smile ever and looked down again. I pulled her chin up so contact was made again.

"maybe but Hannah don't worry... Everything is going to be okay, I'm here now" I smiled which caused her to smile. Her smile was gorgeous, it could brighten any darkness even the dark in me.

Bad timing.

My thirst.

Its strong.

I pushed her away slightly and turned my head covering my mouth.

"mark you okay?" she asked putting a hand on my back. I flinched slightly at her touch.

"ill be back in a second" I rushed out the door into the fridge to grab a blood beer. Gulping it all the way to the bottom, letting the blood satisfy my thirst, it was bitter but not good enough but it will have to do.

"I hate it when that happens" Jackson said to me as the others were in the living room.

"yeah same its just like really?why now of all timing " Jr said.

"yeah" I laughed a little. "excuse me" I then went back to Hannah. She was sitting on the bed with her knees up to her chest like a small innocent child.

"Hannah?" I asked she turned her head and smiled faintly to me.

"yeah? You okay?" she said me with concern.

"Hmm? Yeah I'm good just needing a drink haha how are you?" I closed the door and made my way over to her and sitting down next to her.

"yeah I'm just confused with all if this but I'm sure it will pass" she said looking away.

"what's wrong with me?" she sighed leaning on me with her still holding her knees, but I wrapped my arms around her and hugged into her.

"I can ask the same question..." I muttered, I mean I'm confused about how I feel toward Hannah...

"how?" she asked me with curiosity in her voice.

"its nothing"

"nah tell me"

"maybe some other time, but let's sleep? " I moved under the covers and waited for her.

She was hesitant at first, knowing I won't tell her. She sighed And then got under the covers and spooned with me, it was great because it felt right and she was tense but slowly got used to it, Later I could feel her sleeping.

I couldn't tell her I was in love with her, or the fact that she's my mate, I can't do that. Its all too much for her right now. I might later on but not now. I mean she may think I'm crazy considering we have not long meet.

But when the time comes tomorrow I will be keeping a eye on alpha from now on... I didn't trust him before and now I'm certain he can not be trusted at all.

He's not laying a finger on Hannah, and if he does, he and his finger will break, and ill have the pleasure in doing it...