Chasing Emerald /h.s

The Death.

"Emerald?" I heard a faint voice coming from outside my room. It was most probably my mother. We used to be so close talk about everything and anything, I was the only one who listened to her when she spoke. My dad earns millions the only problem he's away most of the time, so it's just me and mom. It's always just been me and mom. Lately I haven't spoken to her I've kind of pushed her away.

"What?" I yelled annoyed that she woke me up so early. I squinted at the bright light invading my eyes. I slowly crawled out of bed and opened the door for my mom.
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"Please don't lock the door, and don't forget about Laura's party in a couple of hours," she said in a rather happy tone which worsened my mood .

"I won't now leave me!" I said and slammed the door in my beautiful mothers face. I heard a her turn and walk away. I shouldn't have done that. What have I turned into?
I spent the rest of my day sleeping and talking to Casey my best friend. She's always been there and will most likely always be there. She's dating Ethan my boyfriends best friend.

After a hour or so Casey rushes through my door. He hair was a mess and she was still wearing sweats. "What are you doing here?" I asked very confused she said she wasn't going to Laura's party because Ethan wasn't going.

"Turns out Matt is going to Laura's party, so hurry it starts in an hour," something really different about her ever since we started high school which was a month ago, she's been acting up.

We ran to my walk in closet, benefits of having a rich dad. It was filled with every item of clothing you've ever thought of. Casey grabbed one of my black dresses which was a little short for my liking, I took my blue jeans, my red hoodie and black converse. She grabbed my clothes out my hand and through them in the floor.

"Hey, I'm wearing that."

"Listen we're in high school you need to start dressing better and maybe wearing makeup, if you want to keep that boyfriend of yours," I was completely blown back. This is not my Casey. She's so judgey and scared about what people think of her.

"Alright," being the push over I am I just agreed and put on the tight red dress she gave me which came to my mid thigh and a pair of black pumps. She did my makeup and hair. My face felt itchy, the dress was extremely uncomfortable and my hair was so fake.

I was so shocked at my appearance in the mirror, my hair natural curls were gone and replaced with slick straight hair, my eyes looked so big with the amount of black stuff around them and the dress looked good but I hope I don't have to bend because my ass was about to fall out of it.

Once we were both dressed and ready to go. We went downstairs to tell my mom we were ready to go. My mom was sitting on the couch watching some cooking show. Once she saw me her eyes almost popped out of her head. I didn't know I looked that good.

"What are you wearing?"

"A dress," I said in a duh tone. What's with all the stupid questions today.

"Take it off right now," she screamed at me. My mom never screamed. I can't remember the last time she screamed at me, maybe this was it.

"No."I said simply. I want to go to the party and look beautiful. I don't need her telling me I can't. She gave me a disappointed look.

"You'll just have to learn from your mistakes."

"I guess I will then,"she got her handbag and we were out the door. Casey couldn't stop smiling, it was really getting creepy. She had that same smug look on her face like she'd just won something.

We arrived at the party, the music was loud and the house was full. I even smelt a bit of liquor in the air. It's no surprise she had an older brother who hits no anything that moves, and he was always drinking. I said slammed the door and left my mom without a goodbye.

Casey and I walked into the house. I saw Casey walking up to Laura so I followed. She whispered something in her ear and Laura smiled at me.

"Hey Laura," I leaned in to give her a hug and she return it. She had an awful smirk plastered on her makeup riddled face. She scanned me up and down. And gave me a fake smile.

"Hi Em, so glad you could join the party," she gesture her hand to the dancing crowd. I suddenly felt someone's hands around my hips. I turned around to see Justin, Laura's brother. He whispered something in my neck and dragged me to the dance flood, suddenly he started grinding on me. I pushed him off with all my force.

"What the hell are you doing?" He looked at me with a smirk, and walked away without another word. I quickly ran upstairs trying to find a bathroom. I walked into the wrong room to only find my best friend and boyfriend making out.

"Casey?" I said tears already running down my makeup stained face. My boyfriend, my first love, my everything had the hands I used to hold halve way up Casey's dress and the beautiful eyes I fell in love with were shooting darts at me.

"What the hell do you want?" His voice dripping with disgust. He looked me up and down like I was trash before he moved Casey off his lap and walked up to me, he pushed me against the wall. "You piece of crap, I wasted a year of my life hanging out with you. I was so stupid I could of had Casey over her, but instead I went for a bitch like you. You're worthless, pathetic and I only wanted one thing from you, can your stupid brain work out what it was?"

"Love?" I chocked out. My mascara had run down my face and I looked like a racoon. My tears wouldn't stop running down my red cheeks. He shook his head. Almost like he was disappointed, what a surprise.

"Nope, I wanted more than you could give me." He burst into laughter, I even heard giggles behind him coming from Casey. She came and stood next to him and kissed his cheek. She held onto his waste almost scared to let him go.

"Why?" I said referring to Casey's hand around his waste. She let out a giggle. I stepped in front of me.

"Like I was ever your friend, I used you for popularity and to get with Brad, you are really pathetic I can't believe I was ever your friend, go die in a hole." She screamed in my face. I turned around and ran out of the door, as I ran down the stairs I saw Laura laughing at me, she was in on this. I ran out the house and into the street. I stopped running when I started to feel sick, I bent over and vomited onto the sidewalk. I sat down feeling my head spinning reached for my phone and dialed my mom. I can believe this happened to me, I don't know what to do. My heart is sore. It's so painful my heart and back.

My mom arrived a few minutes later. I jumped into the car and looked out the window. She didn't start the car.

"Go mom!" I screamed at he taking my anger out a her. She just stared at me without saying anything.

"Tell me what happened," she said once she started driving. She placed her hand on mine and looked me in the eyes, I felt the tears I thought I ran out but I guess their back.

"Just leave me alone!" I yelled and pulled my hand out of hers. She looked at me and suddenly my life came crashing down. All I saw were the headlights next to my moms head and the look in her eyes. Sadness, all she wanted was to talk and I never gave her the chance. I wasted my time on people who didn't deserve it, she deserved it she was so lonely, I killed her it's my fault for shouting at her. I killed my mother emotionally and physically. I'm a killer but people treated me like the victim. I deserved to die not her not my mom not a angel but me the devil, all I do is waste people's time. I'm pathetic I deserve to die in a hole.