Chasing Emerald /h.s

Harry.

Harry's p.o.v
Four days earlier:
"You shouldn't be doing this Tyler," My lip trembled as they offered me drugs. My hands were shaking uncontrollably as I declined the offer. I tried to shrug of the argue to yell at him for being so stupid. I turned around, then suddenly I heard the cop sirens  and my so called friends ran and dropped the  packet filled with familiar white powder right in front of me. As soon as I heard footsteps I bolted through the door back into the pub.  I pushed past sweaty body's on the dance floor and made my way to the door, I exited the club and let out a sigh of relief.

When I arrived home I found my dad passed out on the couch. Thank god he's not awake or that would've been the death of me, things weren't good lately, I've been getting into more trouble then needed. It all started when Chad and I became friends, their into things my dad doesn't particularly like. I started going out to clubs late at night, and often I'd find him waiting for me. I felt a vibrate on my leg and fished for my phone in my pocket, I pulled it out and answer the call. It was Alex. My girlfriend, we've been dating for a year and I really do think she's the one, I love her so much.  She's my first love and I think I want her to be my last. God, that was so cheesy.

"Hey babe," I said into the phone, all I heard was a few voices whispering then I heard something which made my blood run cold. I heard a few moans and I vaguely made out the names. I opened the door and made my way to my so called girlfriends house. I tried to hold back the tears, fuck that. Boys cry. Parents lie. Girls don't even like the fucking colour pink , boats sink, life sucks. I'm so over this. I'm so over life, I'm over this stupid town and these stupid people. I made a stop and my local grocery shop. I bought twelve eggs and a bat. Pretty suspicious. The shopkeeper kept her head down incase she looked into my eyes and turned to stone.

I arrived at Alex's house, her fancy Porsche sat in the drive way. I took a swing at all the windows shattering the glass, once all four were completely broken I through all my eggs on the car, a few in the back too. My final, act. I walked right up to the door and reached under the mat for the spear key, stupid bitch. I opened the door and the moaning and groaning filled my ears. I walked up the stairs and into the bedroom, my best friend and girlfriend where on the bed in a very inappropriate position. I pulled my phone out and snapped a few pictures. Both their heads snapped in my direction.

"Harry,"  Alex let out. In no more then a faint whimper. Chad jumped out of the bed and ran in my direction, he tried say something but I threw a punch into his nose making it bleed uncontrollably, Alex jumped up to help him. She started yelling how she never really loved me, and how I'm too ugly to love, I just ignored her, and started walking downstairs, she immediately got up.

"Say something, Harry!" She screamed at my face, I slowly turned around to face her, the girl I once loved, the girl I wanted to marry, the girl I lost my virginity to, my first love. She took everything from me, but I'm also mad at myself for giving my heart to her so easily, for not telling my mom how much I loved her when she left, I haven't seen her in three fucking years, all this built up anger is finally being released.

"Have a nice life, Alex," and with that I was gone, out of her life, out of school, out of this stupid town. I'm leaving and hopefully never coming back.

Three days ago

I struggled to opened my eyes, they were shut closed with dried tears. My car is probably soaking wet with them. 6:00 o'clock, I remembered my plan and my eyes shot open. I just couldn't take it anymore and the only person that I can go to is my mom in California. I phoned her yesterday, and she happily agreed, not knowing what she's getting herself into. I packed the rest of my clothes and the odd thing I couldn't leave behind, when I was finished I bought my plan ticket online. All I need to do now is tell my dad. I walked into his room and found him siting on his bed holding a packet with the cocaine in. Shit, shit, shit shit. He looked up when I entered.