Non-Platonic (A Jaspar Fanfic)

Chapter 4

This is the night when Joe told Zoë about everything he did with Caspar.

Joe ran to his bed and instantly grabbed his pillows and lied down his bed. Zoë was beyond worried. Joe and Zoë had always been very protective for each other and listening to Joes cries made Zoës heart to break into thousand of pieces.

"Joe what's wrong ?? Why are you crying ?" Her voice low and soft. Joe cried louder and held his phone closer to his ear as if he was hugging it. He opened his mouths to speak something but words could not be formed, voice could not be heard.

"Calm down Joe. Stop crying like a little baby and speak your heart out"

Joe stuttered few words which could not be heard from the other line. "I... Zoë oh god...I have fallen in love with someone" Joe heard a sigh "Zoë you scared me to death, why are you crying for falling in love with someone" Joe shook his head Zoë did not understand did she. All this feelings made Joes head spin and so Joe was not able to explain things to Zoë.

He calmed himself down, loud cries turned into soft sobs. He took a deep breath before speaking "Zoë that someone is none other than my master Caspar Lee" Zoë hummed in response so that Joe could know that she was listening. "Zo Caspar has been using me for his sexual desires. We might have........" He paused for a long time "had giving each other a blowjob"

Zoë gasped. Joe wished he could speak face to face with Joe and not through a phone call. He wanted to see Zoës reaction. Silence had casted everywhere. Maybe Zoë is mad and she wants to slap him at the moment, maybe Zoë is now ashamed to call Joe her brother.

Joe wanted to resist Caspar's touch, but they were like an addiction to him. Caspar's eyes made Joe forget everything else in the world. He always cherished the moments he had with Caspar.

Silence was deceased as Zoë spoke "so what Joe ?? You like him and he likes you" this was quite unexpected. Zoë had reacted just like how a sister would but Joe thought she was just faking it. Joe laughed in disbelief "Didn't you hear me Zoë, he just wants me for his sexual desires. I'm NOTHING to him rather than a servant" Zoë instantaneously spoke "Noe Joe how do you know that ?? Have you confessed your love or something or have you heard him say this 'sexual desire' thing to you"

Joe started crying again "Yes Zoë, he is the one who told me those particular words. He said he won't love me. I tried to kiss him but he refused and slapped me" This made Zoë angry not only Caspar was playing with Joe physically but he was also doing so mentally "he seems disgusting Joe, mark my words and just ignore him" Zoë said this in the most threatening voice ever.

"Zoooo" he dragged out the name "I can't" he said in a sad voice. Joe then explained why he had fallen in love. Caspar might try to act like a douche but Joe had always highlighted his good deeds like how Caspar wanted to make Joe feel that he is 'beautiful' and how Caspar asked Joe for permission. In Joes eyes that was something that only a gentleman does.

Zoë thought for a moment, sure the guy seemed like a douche but Joe knew to be with the right kind of people. Zoë always trusted Joe in this matter. "then continue being you. Make that guy realise that he has the best company in the whole world. Make him embrace your presence by being you and I'm sure he would fall in love with you too." She said rather excitedly, squeaking like a little monkey.

Joe joked "this might be the first time you praised me by saying I'm a great company" Zoë laughed "whoops my tongue slipped" the conversation soon changed. Zoë gave Joe tips on how to be strong in such situations. Joe though was not fully convinced that Caspar would like him after all he is just a servant.

Before they knew it was already morning. Both knew that they had fucked up cause they both felt tiredness hugging their bodies forcing them to sleep. Zoë had a day off so she would be sleeping peacefully while Joe would force himself to stay awake.