Non-Platonic (A Jaspar Fanfic)

Chapter 9

Please comment if you're still active and you still like this book. Sorry for the late updates, I had my exams which include like referring from three books for a goddamn chapter. Anyways I hope you like this chapter.

Caspar was now scared, scared that Joe might be too angry with him. He needed to think straight, he needed to somehow make up a plan of getting his Joe back to him.

But it was going to be hard ,wasn't it? Caspar has come up to the point where it would no longer possible for Joe to love him back. I mean what would be the reason for Joe to fall in love with him in the first place. He treated him like shit, he'll he still does.

Caspar had mixed feeling for Joe, at one time he would love the boy to the absolute most and think he is an adorable little puppy while other times he would think that Joe is just for games and loving him would cause nothing but trouble. It frustrate him so much that it made him pity Joe, because it would be double frustrating for him.

Caspar needs to change. It cannot continue the way it's been happening because everybody knows that Joe deserves more. He deserves love and a normal life which simply is not being provided in this crazy house Joe calls 'home'.

When Caspar woke up (by himself, which was very amusing to everyone) he went to the garden to admire the beauty of nature which reminded him so much of Joe. The similarity between them was almost the same. They both are beautiful but yet fail to catch the glimpse of people's attention.

After doing so he went back inside the house and got the know that it was only 6. Joe must have not even woken up by now. Sneakily he went upstairs to Joes Room and unlocked the door. There he was lightened up by the beautiful view of sleeping Joe with his hair all tussled around and his body curled up into a ball. The blankets loosely hung over his body and the boy was already half naked.

Very slowly Caspar took hold of the blankets and tucked them around Joes neck, covering his whole body. Joe shifted a bit in his bed but then was frozen all again. Caspar looked down at the bedside table and took notice of the paper just lying there with a small cartoon doodle.

The doodle looked incredibly good but it upset Caspar because the doodle was of a boy with a crushed diamond heart in his hands. He clearly got to know how Joe was feeling at that moment. Caspar wanted to make an effort to change, to change for the good of Joe and so he picked up a blue ball point pen and wrote in his best handwriting.

I'm so sorry for being a major pain in the ass. I hope you can forgive me because I never had the intentions to make you feel like my sex toy of some sort. I  know I always make you feel miserable but now I want to change myself for you. Just please give me a chance to do so. Whenever you forgive me just talk to me and I promise I'll be there for you. xx

-the person who might have given you the most pain internally and externally, Caspar.

Ps I'm not stopping these letter writings until you forgive me. Sorry ;-) and also you have amazing drawing skills.

Caspar neatly folded the paper and settled it down the table. He looked at the sleeping boy again and softly kissed his forehead after pushing a few strands of hair away from his face. After doing so, Caspar turned his heels and walked out of the room closing the door ever so carefully. He didn't want to wake the peace of Joe.

At around 11 Caspar made a plan to go out with his friends, Josh and Oli and enjoy being the lads that they are. The three wasted their time having a brunch in a fancy restaurant and going to a bowling alley. Caspar forgot all about Joe when he was with his friends. To say that his friends are caring is clearly an understatement. Josh and Oli are the best people Caspar could ever ask for. They took special care of him and never treated him like the rich guy. Infact they insulted him to the fullest, in a joking way ofcourse.