Letters to Anne

Anne

it sit alone in my room just thinking.

what if i had died?

i wouldn't have become best friends with levi, jake probably would have killed himself because as of this moment i have no doors in my room that i can shut, i have nothing that is sharp or can hurt me, the medicine cabinet it locked at all times, and jake is like attached at my hip and he won't leave me alone.

it is about 4 in the morning and Jake in on the floor asleep beside my bed.

i decided to call levi because he told me to call him when i needed to talk to someone.

the phone rang and i heard a groggy voice on the other line.

'hey anne'

"hey levi, i'm sorry i woke you you probably hate me i'm just gonna..." he cut me off.

'no it's fine i told you to call me when you needed to talk, so what you want to talk about'

i sighed.

"i am scared to go to school Monday..." i spoke quietly.

'well if you want we can have a sleepover sunday  night and i can take you to school monday. i mean we have all the same classes so i can be with you all day!" i could hear the smile in his voice.

i was kinda hesitant but the i though, oh what the heck.

"sounds good." i smiled and bit my lip.

'okay. do you want to go get breakfast in the morning?'

"yeah!"

'okay i will pick you up at nine.'

"okay...bye."

'bye anne.' he chuckled.

i don't know what it is about him, but i feel so happy and like i can be myself around him.

i love having him in my life...