Conflicted

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Jacob's POV

I'm on the fence, both literally and metaphorically. I was in my back yard sitting on the metal lattice fence that separates my neighbor's yard and mine, and debating on two girls (Rebekah and Alana) who are amazing, and great in bed. I honestly feel really guilty for technically being a cheater, but I can't pick just one dessert. My butt started to feel uncomfortable, so I hopped off and went to my bedroom and hopped on my bed. I haven't seen Bekah in a while, so I decided to FaceTime her.

"Why are you up so early, babe?" she asked. I checked my clock, and it read 7:30 AM
"Couldn't sleep." I finger-brushed my hair, and smiled at her. That made her grin immensely and giggle a little. Based on the moving trees and traffic in the background, I concluded that she was on the way to school. Thank God I'm not in public school. Ever since I became Internet famous across the nation, I've been studying with a tutor one-on-one every other day. I haven't missed waking up at 6:30 every day at all.
"I miss you!" I told her. It's been a few days since we hung out. Since I haven't actually seen Alana since rehab camp, I've been mainly focusing on Bekah.

Her and I talked for like 10 minutes or so, and then I peeked out my window and saw a familiar person sprinting towards my house. I squinted my eyes and my heart sank to my butthole. It was Alana!
"Hey babe, I got to go, ok?" I winked and laughed a little.
"Ok!" She grinned. Her smile could end wars and cure cancer.
"Have a wonderful day at school! Love ya babe!" I blew a kiss into the camera and we bid our adieus. Just as I hung up, Alana knocked on my window and her melodic voice chirped,
"Jacob!" I dashed to the window and opened it. I grabbed her hands and helped her climb inside. I slammed the window shut and hugged her really tight.
"I missed you so much," I whispered in her ear, still hugging.
"I missed you too." she sniffled.
"What's going on? I asked.
"Well, about two weeks or so ago, I met this girl named Cori,"
I listened very closely.

Alana then catches Jacob up on everything that's been going on in her life. She told him about the fight with Emily and Cori, Mallory, Cori's glow up, etc.

I paused for a second and let everything marinate in my brain.
"Wow," I was mind-blown by all of this information. She showed me one of Cori's old selfies, and I gagged. I heard some noise from the other room, so we both climbed out the window outside so we wouldn't get caught. I don't think Mom would be very happy if she found out I had a girl over without her permission. We sat on the ground against the fence in my backyard and watched the sun fly higher and higher into the sky. I saw her shivering and I scooted myself closer to her. I was wearing my comfiest sweatshirt, and I felt nice and toasty, but Alana is my #1 priority. As a result, I took my sweatshirt off and playfully placed it on top of her head. Jack Frost nipped on my bare skin.
"What are you doing?" she questioned.
"You're the only one I want to hold, and I don't want you to be cold!"
She blinked.
"You can wear my sweatshirt!" I added.
"Thank you, Jacob," She put it on and I cuddled next to her.
"Aren't you going to be cold?" she asked.
"I'll be fine, I'm outside shirtless all the time," She chuckled at my comment. We continued to watch the sun rise higher and higher into the sky, and as much as I enjoyed being with Alana, I couldn't seem to get Bekah off my mind...

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